So, this summer I have been telling myself I am getting back on track, I am losing this weight, it is ridiculous that I have let myself gained this weight back. Well I have said that, and it hasn't happened. This or that occurred and I would do the whole, I get back on track tomorrow.
Well, last night I was like why am I sabotaging myself? So I went through the spark recipes and and picked some new dinners and breakfast options and made my list and went to the store. This morning I got up and worked out. Then I had some wonderful blueberry pancakes that was a new recipe I found last night. My husband loved them and they are something easy I can make when I am in a rush when school starts back next month. I have had 14 cups of water today, and I also made a new chicken recipe for dinner that was YUMMY, and will satisfy my Chinese food cravings. I feel a lot better than I have in a while and I want to keep going.
I am very disappointed in myself for gaining back the weight I lost to begin with
. But, I am not going to let that disappointment get to me. I am going to keep this good feeling going and keep working hard. I know I can do this, I have done it before and I can do it again. I start my first big girl job on the first as a second grade teacher and this renew excitement for my weigh lose journey will make starting my job that much better.