I hear you! Everyday is a struggle for me when it comes to working out. I DREAD going there but once I do I'm glad I did it. It feels like a triumph to me.
Just take it a day at a time. Baby steps. I try not to look at all the weight I have to lose. Instead I break it down into small, realistic segments. One pound weight loss a week.
Hang in there. We are all in this together!