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Butterfly ... success is on the horizon!

Once upon a time, I was a very stressed woman, living an overwhelming life. I couldn't manage. By the setting of the sun, I was pulling out my evening snack ... a tray of yummies. Not a plate, not a bowl, but a tray. My weight steadily gained. I never noticed. I wore pup tents for dresses. Not a pair of pants were made that would fit my misshapen form.

I would have continued that horrible existence had I not suffered the most wretched ear infection an adult could ever experience. ...
Once upon a time, I was a very stressed woman, living an overwhelming life. I couldn't manage. By the setting of the sun, I was pulling out my evening snack ... a tray of yummies. Not a plate, not a bowl, but a tray. My weight steadily gained. I never noticed. I wore pup tents for dresses. Not a pair of pants were made that would fit my misshapen form.

I would have continued that horrible existence had I not suffered the most wretched ear infection an adult could ever experience. The Nurse Practitioner said my weight without emotion ... "281 pounds." I can't tell you anything else she said, but over a decade later, I can still hear those words, that number. I went home and ate my way into oblivion. The only way I knew to deal with stress at the time ... food.

At 300 pounds, I started my weight loss journey. I lost the weight. Goal ... 150 pounds! A new woman! Truly, and I don't mean to make light of that or make it seem like it was nothing. It was a journey that I took daily, one step at a time and it was not hard ... it wasn't because I didn't take it all at once. Just day by day.

I've been back to the weight loss journey a few times since reaching my goal weight. I've gained as much as 40 pounds three times. When I've not managed stress in my life, I've turned to food. This year, my thyroid failed and I regained the 40 pounds again. I've come to Spark again ... where I find support and can offer support. I'm thankful that I stop myself at 40 pounds gained. I have learned some things! I am stronger than I was! And I'll learn more this time around!

Thank you, each and every SparkFriend, for sharing this journey with me and helping me to figure out how to make my journey better.


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My Goals:
1. Eat consciously every day
2. Be active every day
3. No guilt ... I make choices and I live with them

My Program:
- Eat natural foods (vegetables, fruits, grains)

- Eat until satisfied and stop

- Manage my emotions without food

- Exercise - walk 10,000 steps/day

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Make your mess your message.
~ Robin Roberts

It is better to take many small steps in the right direction than to make a great leap forward only to stumble backward.
~Old Chinese Proverb

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People are so worried about what they eat between Christmas and the New Year, but they really should be worried about what they eat between the New Year and Christmas.
~Author Unknown

... OK, so I'm not going to worry about it, but I am going to pay attention to it!
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"... when bad choices were made, we could always either literally or in our imaginations, go back to bed for a moment and then immediately get up to start the day again!"

Gailann48 shared this, learned from an older gentleman in a 12-step meeting. It's priceless ... for me!! Thanks again, Gail!
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"You can't get to the end of the path until you start down it. " Nanfacemire1

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GAILANN48
4/11/2014 8:46:45 AM

I wanted to thank you for your thoughtful comments on my blog, and for relating to what I was saying. It means so much to have someone truly understand. Thank you, Cathy. Hope you've been able to get some rest and that the new home for you and Asher is a blessing.

:) Gail



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NANCYTUNBERG64
4/11/2014 8:17:40 AM

I have been thinking about you. How is the new home?

Have a great weekend!!



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BRADMILL2922
4/11/2014 3:03:33 AM

Thank you for reading and commenting on my "Moments" blog Cathy! It is awesome how much more I can do and participate in with them. That is so cool that you have had that same experience as well! Hope you have great weekend Cathy :)



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NANFACEMIRE1
4/10/2014 5:52:18 PM

At lest tomorrow is Friday and I hope you are working from home. Glad you are going to bed early. Tomorrow I am doing my grocery shopping for Sunday's celebrations here with all of the kids....and then clean a little.....you never clean completely when you have 14-16 people coming.....lol. Saturday I will be cooking most of the day, and Sunday.....I will enjoy the kids, grands, and the great-grands......



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BLUEROSE73
4/10/2014 11:57:29 AM

Thanks for the welcome back. I don't know how I got disconnected from the group, but I'm glad to be back.



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