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My husband (fatkittycow) and I at our handfasting ceremony.
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Learning To Love Myself
Helen Keller: “A happy life consists not in the absence, but in the mastery of hardships.”
I can't really remember a time when I didn't think about my weight. It's always been this monkey on my back I could never seem to rid.
Even when it was good, it was always there. When I "stopped" eating for over a year. When I was 125lbs, I still obsessed. I still was too big.
It has become the most important thing that has effected my life for so long. I still ...
Helen Keller: “A happy life consists not in the absence, but in the mastery of hardships.”
I can't really remember a time when I didn't think about my weight. It's always been this monkey on my back I could never seem to rid.
Even when it was good, it was always there. When I "stopped" eating for over a year. When I was 125lbs, I still obsessed. I still was too big.
It has become the most important thing that has effected my life for so long. I still have not been able to change that. Sometimes it will fade away but it lingers... waiting. When I have a bad day, or if I am feeling particularly down, it will be there; First in line! From that moment it will be the cause of all my unhappiness.
I'd like to lose weight. I'd like to not judge myself by it. I'd like to learn how. I want to lose it to be healthy and not to be the pretty girl or for it to fix all my problems. I'd like to learn to love myself and take care of the body given to me.
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Member Since: 11/1/2009
SparkPoints: 1684
SparkAmerica Minutes: 1625
My Goals:
* 7HOEHP
* Write out more dreams
* Lose 100lbs
* Find Other Wiccans
* .. a million other things. =)
My Program:
- 12 cups of water a day
- 2 hrs of DDR a day
- Strength Training 6 days a week
- Wii Fit Mon- Fri
- 1500 Calories /day
Other Information:
Things I Like: Anime, WoW, Cosplay, Xbox 360, EQ, Programming, Knitting, Plastic Canvas, Sewing, Drawing, Notebooks, Lists, DS, Cats, Faeries, Dragons
Things I Dislike: Elbow macaroni, Frienemies, Fake People, Magister's Terrace
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