I want to feel strong I want to feel powerful I want to feel motivated I want to have energy I want to feel more positive
All these things come with work and I have had moments of success that is very rewarding, and the life takes over and you seem to fall off the wagon for sometime. I want to be in charge of my life and maintain a healthy balance that allows me to have all of these things and much more.
The comment you left on my blog really touched me. I want to make figuring out and meeting the new me my mission from now on. You made me excited about this new phase of my life-every day I'm learning and becoming who I want to be.
I'm sorry about having to start over! I can completely understand. I started a job yesterday will actually its a job I worked at before for 8 years just a different location at a major retail store and the past two days I've wanted to smoke so badly.. Its really killing my nerves and the stress level is through the roof! Monday will make 2 months for me.. I just hope I can hold on! I know I have felt better not smoking but I really don't think I can work here with out smoking there is so much stupidity to put up with lol..
A new house! That sounds amazing! We are currently looking at options as well with buying versus building. So much to do! I'm excited for you and all a new chapter has to offer. Decorating is always fun :) making it your own!
Thank you so much! I'm feeling much better, I think the small changes are finally adding up :) I'm glad you're feeling better today! I hope the rest of the move goes quickly and smoothly. Have a wonderful day!