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most recent photo 5/09

I was very unhappy that this is the only dress that fit me, that I liked.

2005 or so, the two best reasons for succeeding this time.

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I am moving, I am learning!!
In this process I am learning. My focus this year is to learn, about myself, my needs and me in general. I have been struggling to loose weight for over 10 years now. I became obese because I am an emotional eater and I was in a domestically violent relationship (lots of emotions to stuff). I was also bulimic all through high school, when I became pregnant I stopped purging but continued to binge for many years. Now I am here to change all of that. So many things in my life have ...
In this process I am learning. My focus this year is to learn, about myself, my needs and me in general. I have been struggling to loose weight for over 10 years now. I became obese because I am an emotional eater and I was in a domestically violent relationship (lots of emotions to stuff). I was also bulimic all through high school, when I became pregnant I stopped purging but continued to binge for many years. Now I am here to change all of that. So many things in my life have improved. It is like night and day and the final bits of darkness are my weight. I am ready to come into the full light of day.
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Member Since: 6/23/2009
SparkPoints: 3162
SparkAmerica Minutes: 3860
My Goals:
*I am a priority. *I use all of the Spark People resources and reconnect with my Spark friends. *I am following my formula. *I am working towards weighing less than 300 lbs by Thanksgiving. Long term goals: To weight 132lbs by January 2011. To participate in a Triathalon, in the yea 2011 Graduate with Masters in Education with emphasis in equine facilitated learning, fall 2010.
My Program:
The Formula: *Plan out my meals ahead of time (6 meals that include protein, complex carbs and healthy fats). *Track my meals on SP *Drink 1 gallon of water each day *Set up my vitamins so I already have them ready for each day. *Walk my dogs every morning while doing a walking meditation and then sit in the park and do a sitting meditation. *Exercise each day Monday –Friday, Strength training 2 to 3 times a week *Track my exercise on SP *Hike or do my horse volunteering on Saturday *Rest (except walking the dogs) on Sunday *Spark everyday for at least 10 to 15 minutes *Have a I hour weekly planning meeting (with myself) every week (Saturday mornings)
Personal Information:
I am from Northern California but am living in Tempe Arizona. I have 2 Teenage children, a cairn terrier mix dog, and a black cat, two rats and some fish. I love animals, mostly horses. I am a bit of a dork/nerd but I embrace it. It is also very easy for me to jump up onto a soapbox.
Other Information:
I am active, I volunteer and love hiking and horseback riding. I eat organic, local if possible, and recycle, reuse and reduce. Hero's and Mentors: Hunkapi http://www.hunkapi.org/# Carolym Myss http://www.myss.com/ Barbara Sher http://www.barbarasher.com/ Wayne Dyer http://www.drwaynedyer.com/
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