Looking back at my orginal text it is hard to believe I started this journey when I was 26 and I look at myself and all I can say is "what happened" I have had spurts of motivation and energy. I just feel like I have wasted so much time though, for those someday I'lls. I have given up on myself, if I would have stuck with it I could be already where I want to be, but maybe I wasn't ready. I have wasted my time in a job I hate and in bad relationships that only confirmed my feelings of ...

Looking back at my orginal text it is hard to believe I started this journey when I was 26 and I look at myself and all I can say is "what happened" I have had spurts of motivation and energy. I just feel like I have wasted so much time though, for those someday I'lls. I have given up on myself, if I would have stuck with it I could be already where I want to be, but maybe I wasn't ready. I have wasted my time in a job I hate and in bad relationships that only confirmed my feelings of worthlessness. Well no more, I am moving forward, I am going to take my time, enjoy every step of the journey, struggles and successes alike. I am no longer going to talk about some day I'll, someday is now, It is now for a better me, a successful me!!!

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