UPDATE!!!! Below was my last post, and apparently I started this journey at 26...and here I am about to turn 33, starting at 350 pounds now and wondering what the hell happened...I am sure I have millions of excuses...and that is just what they are excuses and they aren't making me any healthier...so with my birthday right around the corner what I want to gift to myself is commitment to a healthier lifestyle, and the courage to bring out the person who has always been hiding behind all 350 pounds of this...and a promise to hold and keep myself accountable to me and all of you Looking back at my orginal text it is hard to believe I started this journey when I was 26 and I look at myself and all I can say is "what happened" I have had spurts of motivation and energy. I just feel like I have wasted so much time though, for those someday I'lls. I have given up on myself, if I would have stuck with it I could be already where I want to be, but maybe I wasn't ready. I have wasted my time in a job I hate and in bad relationships that only confirmed my feelings of worthlessness. Well no more, I am moving forward, I am going to take my time, enjoy every step of the journey, struggles and successes alike. I am no longer going to talk about some day I'll, someday is now, It is now for a better me, a successful me!!!

I would like to finally reach my goal weight, I have come so close so many times and still haven't as of yet...to become more athletic...venture out a bit more

I am drinking my 8/8 water Calorie counting change workout program daily to keep from falling into a rut while maintaing same amount of vigorus work

I am from Clarksburg WV



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