When my Parents and FIL and two uncles died all in the same year (the same year I had a miscarriage) I was so angry - like insanely angry. I had a Facebook friend and I told him I was so mad at God and then I felt SO guilty for being mad. I wondered why was all of this happening. He reminded me that even Jesus questioned God at times - its human nature. I felt better because its true, in the Garden and on the cross Jesus did suffer so much and wondered why.
Remember that God loves you and is always with you :)
Oh, dear, your poor momma. It is SO hard to see our beloved children in pain and SO hard not to try and fix it for them (as illogical as that often is). I actively work at stepping back from my adult children (I still have my 10 year old to "over-mother" : ). I am surprised I have a tongue left after biting it so many times, when they have come to me with problems. I have a few go-to phrases now...."that sounds really difficult honey, but I know you have the ability to sort it out" or "I have a few concerns and I will tell you what they are but then you do what you want, because you are an adult". I am a work in progress. Maybe your momma is, too : )
I loved your visit to my Spark page! I'm in the process of writing my Spark plan and goals for next week. I've set some lofty goals for the third week of January, so I would really appreciate all the support in helping me achieve them! Let's have the mantra this month of being winner by having healthy habits!