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Learning to Really Love Myself Through and Through

I'm just going to use this page as a meditation point. When I feel negative and I just need to talk it out, I'll use this instead of the journal.

I'll post some of my journal notes as well but I dunno, maybe there are a lot of people out there who may need to hear that I am going through the same thing as them. :) Support in numbers oui :)

Well just for general Sparkish facts - you can call me Begonian. Its not my name but, its a nice nickname :)

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I'm just going to use this page as a meditation point. When I feel negative and I just need to talk it out, I'll use this instead of the journal.

I'll post some of my journal notes as well but I dunno, maybe there are a lot of people out there who may need to hear that I am going through the same thing as them. :) Support in numbers oui :)

Well just for general Sparkish facts - you can call me Begonian. Its not my name but, its a nice nickname :)

My "official" goal is to lose 50 pounds. However, I really just want to lose enough fat so that I feel a bit happier, look as beautiful as I feel. I'll stop before If I think I should, or I might stop after. Im not being to hard on myself as to the goal. I just to keep consistenlty losing each week.

My main goal is to get my negative thoughts in check, stop bringing myself down and start trying challenges without think/knowing that I'm going to fail. It's like as soon as my weight went up, so did my self doubts! Thats very malo!

So anyway, thats enough.. :)
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Member Since: 5/6/2009

SparkPoints: 1,113

Fitness Minutes: 1,001

My Goals:
To learn to love myself as much as I could. To show my love for my family and friends much more. To become closer to God - his love is amazing! He would have never put me through what I'm going through if he didn't think I was strong enough to go through with it. He is showing me my own potential.

My Program:
For my health program i'm incorporating
1. positive thinking and dreams of well-being and great health

2. Joining the university gym where I will use the cardio and strength machines, and use the classes boxercise, spinning and pilates for core strength, stamina, and a good fun work-out


Other Information:
LONG TERM GOAL: 140 lbs by August 1st 2010

SHORT TERM GOALS:

10th October 2009
- 210lbs

21st November 2009
- 200lbs

2nd January 2010
- 190 lbs

13th February 2010
- 180 lbs

27th March 2010
- 170 lbs

8th May 2010
- 160 lbs

19th June 2010
- 150 lbs

1st August 2010
- 140 lbs


REWARDS:

210 lbs: Movie night at home

200 lbs : Trip to Nottingham walking trail

190 lbs : Movie night in a cinema with my bf

180 lbs : Have a weekend break in Birmingham

170 lbs : Try on green top

160 lbs : Try on Graduation Dress

150 lbs : Try on Pink Dress :)

140 lbs : Feeling of wellbeing. Order custom made string bikini from Kinda :)

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BRANDI1809
12/18/2010 9:19:48 AM

Hi,
Just checking to see if you are still around & still Sparking as we haven't heard from you for a long time. We are still here and the UK Midlands Team is bigger & better than ever, so why not come back and take a look.
Wishing you & yours all the very best for Christmas.
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IM_HIS_PRINCESS
11/18/2010 10:07:10 PM

emoticon Happy Fall!! emoticon


"No more shoulda, coulda, woulda. Think big, dream large, ditch the excuses, live life NOW."

To date: I have lost 40lbs and I am down 2 pants sizes!!! emoticon Anything is Possible...JUST DON'T GIVE UP!!

Good luck with your weight loss journey!! emoticon

-MaryAnn emoticon



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CELIA1975
9/6/2010 2:29:38 PM

Hi, lady! How's your Labor Day holiday going? I just wanted to invite you to participate in our Sept. Chat thread on the 2011 Brides-to-Be team. I'd like for us to be an active team that supports and encourages one another. I look forward to reading your posts!

Celia
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LEVI1974
1/29/2010 7:30:43 PM

u are in the right place..keep sparking!!!

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GONABFIT
1/26/2010 1:41:06 PM

Congrats on your engagement!!!! And thanks for adding me as a friend!



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