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Starting Over...Again

My name is Esther. I'm 32 years old, married, with 2 boys. I work full-time in the public sector and work the rest of the time on bettering myself. I was one of those "fat all my life" kind of girls, but I don't live that way now.

The last time I was here I did an amazing job, reached unthinkable fitness goals and started feeling great about myself. And then I got injured. And the injury got worse. And no one knew how to fix it. And I was on the plateau from hell. And it ...
My name is Esther. I'm 32 years old, married, with 2 boys. I work full-time in the public sector and work the rest of the time on bettering myself. I was one of those "fat all my life" kind of girls, but I don't live that way now.

The last time I was here I did an amazing job, reached unthinkable fitness goals and started feeling great about myself. And then I got injured. And the injury got worse. And no one knew how to fix it. And I was on the plateau from hell. And it was frustrating and raw and eventually it broke me. So now I'm back. I've gained back most of the weight I lost, so I get to do all of that over again, and I'm in horrible shape. My motivation is about at 0, right down there with my confidence. But I refuse to sit still and not try...so here I am.

Weight on 11/12/13 (according to BMS scale): 395
Will weigh in on my own scale tomorrow morning.

Goal for this month: Under 390


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Highest Weight: 466.6
SP Starting Weight: 416.2
End of 2010: 330.8
End of 2011: 306.4
November 2013: 395
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Member Since: 4/18/2010

SparkPoints: 23,452

Fitness Minutes: 25,481

My Goals:
[ ] Under 400.
[ ] Log every day.
[ ] Exercise 30 minutes a day, 5 days a week.
[ ] Make better choices.
[ ] Drink 64oz water.

My Program:
2300 calories/day
LOG!
5 days a week exercising
No excuses.

Personal Information:
Esther. 33. Currently in Jackson County, WV. Wife to the Hubs (we've been together since I was 13 years old and he was 14). Two beautiful boys - Logan (14) and Ethan (11). Two dogs (Joey and Champ) and one cat ("Tiggy").

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Love to read, write, take photographs and watch great films. Love music I can sing to and that fits my mood. And I *LOVE* the outdoors!

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12/31/2013 8:09:42 PM

New year comes to give us a fresh hope,
For a better future and success
New Year gives us dream for that
We will face challenges with confidence
On this new year may your dreams and hopes
Succeed with the blessings of God
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COMPASSLOST1
12/8/2013 12:06:43 AM

Hey girly! I haven't been around in years, and I'm not sure if you remember me, but you were one of the first SPers I looked up when I logged back on! I, too, am starting over again... I've gained a considerable amount of weight back since I lost it, and I'm beyond frustrated. I'm sorry to see you going through the same thing, but at least you aren't alone. I'm coming back here, to spark people, for the support and community that I need to get me back on track, and back to the healthy me.

Hope you're doing well! I look forward to reading your blogs again!

xoxo,
Lea



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CHANGEOLA
12/5/2013 4:13:39 AM

I love your story, page and blogs. I can definitely relate to having to start over. I will be cheering you on emoticon



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