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Here I go again! Starting another new year in the same old leaky boat as the previous uncountable New Year's. I have approximately 60 pounds to shed...not as many as some people but certainly enough to make me uncomfortable and unhealthy. I was doing well this past summer and was down almost 20 pounds but I find that I am easily distracted by life's stresses. My good habits,so precarious and fragile,get bull-dozed by very deeply ingrained old,destructive habits of emotional survival. I medicate ...
Here I go again! Starting another new year in the same old leaky boat as the previous uncountable New Year's. I have approximately 60 pounds to shed...not as many as some people but certainly enough to make me uncomfortable and unhealthy. I was doing well this past summer and was down almost 20 pounds but I find that I am easily distracted by life's stresses. My good habits,so precarious and fragile,get bull-dozed by very deeply ingrained old,destructive habits of emotional survival. I medicate myself with large amounts unhealthy food. And I've done this for a large part of my life. It's so easy to get lazy and gain the weight right back. Trying to break the repetitive cycle is the hardest project I have ever undertaken. I have to focus on one day at a time from now on,like an alcoholic.
Here goes something.....taking my best shot at it. :)
I cannot believe how well I am doing...June 2011...well...yes I can.I've worked hard but I'm worth working hard for.
It is now two years later. I will NOT be wasting any more time on this. I WILL prevail.March 2013.
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Member Since: 2/4/2009

SparkPoints: 50,915

Fitness Minutes: 31,878

My Goals:
I want to get healthier, and find some balance in my eating life. I feel very out of control. I want to eat to live,not the other way around!

My Program:
I walk pretty much every day...it's my eating habits that are spinning out of control. I need help, and accountability, and this site looks like it may be just what I've been looking for.

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I'm an artist, have been interested in art all my life. I work for a puzzle company designing trick puzzles,so I get to draw as a job.
I have four children, pretty much all grown, my daughter got married this past fall. My husband and our cat live with me in a 150 year old Victorian house. And I have one grandchild,Ethan who will be seven soon.

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NORASPAT
5/21/2014 8:03:06 AM

HI THERE LUNCH TODAY WEDNESDAY HUGS emoticon



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5/16/2014 12:02:13 AM

I called I really would love to come down We are not doing great but we both would love to see you both. HUGS Pat take care ..

I will try again t emoticon emoticon tomorrow. HUGS Pat



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1/25/2014 6:21:08 PM

HI I guess you are still busy and not sparking I will have to make time to call. I am in touch with the kids and I am helping to get the house ready for the Vegas family to live in for a while. HUGS emoticon TERRIBLY Pat emoticon emoticon



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10/20/2013 12:00:40 PM

READ MY BLOG I am off to a concert LOVE YOU LOTS emoticon emoticon

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10/19/2013 1:02:46 PM

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