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Finally Free!

I'm 26 years old, and am finally at a point where I look in the mirror and smile.. most days anyway!

I remember plenty of times that I looked in the mirror and cried at what I saw. I remember dreading dance class, because I'd have to stand in a leotard next to the skinny ballerinas. I remember hating hip hop, because when we would shake... I had a little too much to shake! But I didn't want anyone to know I was ashamed of my body. I kept thinking, I'll just diet and exercise on ...
I'm 26 years old, and am finally at a point where I look in the mirror and smile.. most days anyway!

I remember plenty of times that I looked in the mirror and cried at what I saw. I remember dreading dance class, because I'd have to stand in a leotard next to the skinny ballerinas. I remember hating hip hop, because when we would shake... I had a little too much to shake! But I didn't want anyone to know I was ashamed of my body. I kept thinking, I'll just diet and exercise on the sly, and not tell anyone. Because if I tell anyone, it is admitting that I need to change, and that I am far less than perfect. I couldn't handle that. Even coming on here was hard. Even though we are all here for the same reason, it is hard to admit that you need to change everything about your lifestyle.

2012 is MY year. I will be healthier and I will be happier. I will reach out to the spark members who motivate me, and I will build relationships with members who perhaps, I motivate. I will be open with friends and family about my goals so that I can receive proper support. And most importantly, I will reach out when I need help, rather than reverting into my shell.

Thank you for visiting my page and taking the time to read about me. Good luck on all your goals!
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Member Since: 6/1/2010

SparkPoints: 13,235

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I just want to FINALLY be happy in my own skin.

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Changes every few weeks! The only way to keep change in your body constant is to keep change in your workouts constant.

 
 



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RUNNINGWILD
7/31/2012 3:31:45 PM

We *SHOULD* be friends!!



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DESERT_BIRD
6/29/2012 9:41:05 AM

Thank you for reading and commenting on my blog! You seem very determined also. Nice to meet you!



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VIAFREE
3/6/2012 8:51:51 PM

Thanks for the friend add, always looking for positive influences. Congrats on your one pound down. Im the same way , I wont move the wt ticker til I know for sure it's not just water..lol
I looked at your pictures , you're beautiful and look no where near what your wt.ticker says. You carry your wt. very well.

Have an awesome Hump Day

Shel



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VIAFREE
2/28/2012 12:06:54 PM

Per your status, plateau can be stubborn but dont get discouraged.
You have my permission to bust that stinking ole plateau wide open and send it on it's way! emoticon



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CHANGE_4_ME
2/10/2012 4:29:32 PM

Thanks for reading my blog. Always glad to give a smile.



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