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A different road to travel.

Those who have followed me for awhile, know I tend to be chipper and positive.
The death of my oldest son, in May, has put me on a different road.
One I had not planned on, with many valleys.
As an artist, I have always enjoyed the shadows for that is where you find the secret joys, the ones not so obvious. A bit frightening at times, but thinking of the good keeps you going along.
The dark is also what makes the light even more amazing, bright and cheerful.Things stand ...
Those who have followed me for awhile, know I tend to be chipper and positive.
The death of my oldest son, in May, has put me on a different road.
One I had not planned on, with many valleys.
As an artist, I have always enjoyed the shadows for that is where you find the secret joys, the ones not so obvious. A bit frightening at times, but thinking of the good keeps you going along.
The dark is also what makes the light even more amazing, bright and cheerful.Things stand out, with contrasts. Colors dance and harmony comes to view.
As a gardener, the deeper evergreen colors are cooling and refreshing, along with the pops of a flower, not expected.
So it is with my life. I must live in the shadows, for now, with pops of amazing light.
My faith leads me through it all and grows ever stronger.
Friends and family, my little Tigger and Kenny himself, being closer than I think, are there to lean on, along the way.
Do I think about losing weight and health the same way I did?
No.
I am kind to myself, have good days and bad.
Take walks and think thoughts and pray.
Stretch for piece of mind and to feel closer to my almost 57 years than older.
Sometimes I feel so old now. It snaps me into drinking more water.
I know I will see Kenny again, but until then I need to take care of me, not really for myself, but for my other two children who are still living.
There are moments of light left.

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My Goals:
Be kind to myself, during this stressful time.






My Program:
Staying positive.
Visit SP, everyday.
Drink water.
Eat 5 fruits/veggies per day.
Lift weights 3 times per week.
Garden, or cardio, 4 times per week.
Live in the moment and enjoy life.
Believe in myself and my ability to improve my health.

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I am from a close family with strong values, full of traditions and respect for our heritage.
I believe in everlasting life, in Heaven.

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Love plants, animals, books, history, music, painting, all nature and spending time with family.


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SUNSHINEGB
10/22/2014 9:08:32 AM

Thank you Chris for commenting on my blog. I'm not into procedures either, that's why I hesitated about it. I was 'icing' my knee but think that was a mistake, I'll try the heat instead! And today I begin to use my recumbent bike again, I'll soon know if that will help.

Enjoy your day, let me know how your Mama is doing today?

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10/21/2014 10:37:07 PM

When I count my blessings I count you twice Thanks for stopping by for a visit . glad you enjoyed the cider it good fall drink
thought of you tonight when I had baked apple for dessert
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10/21/2014 9:35:17 PM

Be active get sweaty feel great and repeat tomorrow.
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one step at time


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10/20/2014 10:48:40 PM

You can always do more than you think you can." ~John Wooden
The difference between want & need is self-control!
" do Don't expect to see a change if you don't make one!
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10/19/2014 8:48:44 AM

"Allow yourself to dream and fantasize about your ideal life; what it would look like, and what it would feel like. Then do something every day to make it a reality!"
-Brian Tracy
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Thank you for commenting on my blog, "One Step Closer." I hope you're having a healthy October!




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