Thank you for your thoughts and the time you think about me. Things are still tough, it's only been 1 week and I'm still dealing with all the paperwork, funeral etc. as dad is absolutely no good at any of these things (think VERY old school) and sisters live out of town, but it's getting better. I keep reminding myself to think what mom would have wanted me to do, for me. And that helps, but those stupid tears still show at the strangest places. At least not as often.