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Okay, I'm back again. I keep doing this, I keep quiting SP and then coming back. Here's the thing, I KNOW at some level that I am at a healthy weight right now. But being heavier in the past as made it really difficult for me to accept myself as I am. Also, I work as a performer where those few "vanity" pounds really do make a difference in the kinds and quality of work I am offered. It totally blows, but it's the truth.

It's different now because I feel like I'm running out ...
Okay, I'm back again. I keep doing this, I keep quiting SP and then coming back. Here's the thing, I KNOW at some level that I am at a healthy weight right now. But being heavier in the past as made it really difficult for me to accept myself as I am. Also, I work as a performer where those few "vanity" pounds really do make a difference in the kinds and quality of work I am offered. It totally blows, but it's the truth.

It's different now because I feel like I'm running out of time! My husband and I really want to have a baby but I cant give my body up until I've achieved this goal of losing the dreaded "last ten." I was a really heavy kid, and adult, until I started performing, and my body has changed so much since that time, and I know, I KNOW, I can do it, It's just SO hard for me. So this is it. It's now.
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Member Since: 7/15/2012

SparkPoints: 2,233

Fitness Minutes: 1,168

My Goals:
Lose 10 pounds. Do a handstand without the wall for 30 seconds. Be better about time-management. Ballet at least once a week. Be performance ready all the time.

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I'm tracking calories with an app on my phone. I'm eating lots of vegetables. WATER!!!!!


Personal Information:
I'm a lady. I'm an aerialist and a costume designer. Sort of. I just got married. He's pretty bomb. I like to read vegan blogs but I'm not vegan. I like to read and watch hbo dramas.

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HAKAPES
6/18/2013 3:07:01 PM

Thanks for the comments on the blogs - they are always welcome.
I see you just blogged more recently - is this intentional, or just happened?




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