Just dropping by to see how you're doing and wish you well in your efforts. Hope you're sticking with it and finding all the support and motivation you need. If not, just reach out--there's always someone around here to help pick you up!
Sorry to hear you're not feeling very motivated. I have those days, too--but then I look at my clothes from two years ago, and remember how much better I felt when I was lighter and healthier, and how much I want that again. I hope you can find whatever inspiration you need, identify whatever it is that you long for that will give you the strength and resolve to do what you need to do for your health and your family.