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Hi my name is Susan and I live in Nova Scotia Canada. I am 44 years old and I want to let the world know how I feel about my weight and what it is doing to my social life. I will lose this weight if it kills me because I hate the way I look. I will be happy when I can finally be able to go for a walk and not get out of wind because to me I enjoy walking and seeing things that makes me happy like a deer in a field grazing or an eagle soaring high in the morning sky. I know now that if I want ...
Hi my name is Susan and I live in Nova Scotia Canada. I am 44 years old and I want to let the world know how I feel about my weight and what it is doing to my social life. I will lose this weight if it kills me because I hate the way I look. I will be happy when I can finally be able to go for a walk and not get out of wind because to me I enjoy walking and seeing things that makes me happy like a deer in a field grazing or an eagle soaring high in the morning sky. I know now that if I want to lose weight then I better start taking care of myself and not let anyone or anything get me down.
I always went through life not know what was around the corner until I got there. I want to be able to look into a mirror and see myself as skinny and beautiful instead of fat and ugly. I want to be able to see myself in the mirror and not cry because I am fat. To me losing this weight is going to be a challenge for me and I love a good challenge that's going to push me to the limits. I want to be able to look at myself and say congrats I finally lost some weight so I can feel great about myself.
I know that it's going to be hard to lose 100lbs but I am going to do it small parts. I am setting my goal to lose 50lbs by July 31, 2012 then another 50 lbs by December 31, 2012. After I do it I am going to work hard to keep it off. Because I have to go for a total knee replacement and I want to be able to heel good without being over weight.
I am starting to realize that my healthy and well being is more important to me and that I should reach for that goal of losing weight so I can be the best I can be and to be a success at everything I do in my life.
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Member Since: 5/25/2011

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My Goals:
My goals are as follows
1. To loss 65lbs by July 2013
2. Stay of Track with all of my trackers
3. Be able to walk 6 miles without my legs bothering me.
4. To take care of myself and my health.
5. Be able to walk with my head held high and know that I succeeded where I have failed before.
6. To tell myself that I am doing great at everything I try and do.
7. To be able to go for walks and see the beauty in everything I see.
8. To meet more Spark Friends soon.

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1. I am tracking my nutrition, fitness, weight and my stress levels and energy levels. As well as Finding new ways to reach my goal without failing at the most important one.
2. Track my steps and the distance I walk each day and tell myself that it is worth the pain to keep moving forward to reach my goals

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My name is Susan and I know that I will be successful someday. My goals are worth reaching for.So I am going to reach for that star no matter what life throws at me.

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Goals are those things that you want to reach for no matter what. I have a dream to be able to fit into a size 8 again and I will get there no matter what.

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ESHARA43
4/21/2013 1:44:14 AM

HiHEALTHY4ME.

My scope on my knee will be done in New Glasgow. It is the only hospital that I trust. Where is yours going to be. Who is your surgeon. Can I ask where you live hun. My surgeons name is Dr. Lincoln and Dr. Boudrou or however you spell it.



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HEALTHY4ME
4/20/2013 6:01:52 PM

HI Susan!
Do you have a date yet for your knee yet? Is it in New Glasgow, Amherst or the city. I was told a year and half waiting list so have about a year to go. I am doing all I can to get prepared well in advance. My knee has lost even more flexion so my dr sent me to physio and massage for tight hamstring etc. and it is workign. Finally and i also started goign to naturopath and she put me off wheat, dairy and sugar and boy I feel so much better. My inflammation is down so that will help massage and physio work. But boy physio hurts now can't imagine when my knee is so sore. eeeek.
Glad to see you are doing well. HUGS



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