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Let me introduce myself a little here. I am 25 years old and have always been fit all my life. I finished college two years ago and had some life events that changed who I was forever. I'm finally over the part of trying to get back to myself (mentally), and realizing that there is a new more experienced me. For better or for worse I am who I am.

I used to be the envy of all in fitness and now I am just like everyone else. I am actually more happy now that I am not a slave to ...
Let me introduce myself a little here. I am 25 years old and have always been fit all my life. I finished college two years ago and had some life events that changed who I was forever. I'm finally over the part of trying to get back to myself (mentally), and realizing that there is a new more experienced me. For better or for worse I am who I am.

I used to be the envy of all in fitness and now I am just like everyone else. I am actually more happy now that I am not a slave to my workouts and calories anymore and am no longer drowning my problems in exercise. That being said, being trapped in my over weight body is not making me extremely happy either.

I got engaged December of 2011 and will be getting married October of 2013. I swore to myself in March 2012 I was going to lose weight and here I am a few days from one year away from my wedding and have not dropped a pound. S**t. We'll I finally realized after seeing pictures of myself, I am ruining my own fairy tale wedding. I deserve to look gorgeous and have the gown of my dreams (which I have to decide on in three months........eeeeeek!!!!). I realized just like everything else in my life, nothing comes easy.

So here starts the new chapter of my life. Not starving myself into a dress, but making a lifestyle change that will last a life time. It will be hard because I've always been an over exerciser that binges like crazy twice a week and is a devout model eater the rest of the time. I don't want to be a prisoner of food, size, and weight anymore...............................easi
er said than done!!!!sigh.......

So I am hoping at least a few of you out there can relate to me and that some how we can provide support, accountability, hope, and inspiration for each other.

Tomorrow will start my first day of logging my daily feelings, cravings, body pictures (I dread this soooo much you have no idea, all the lumps and bumps I've never had before), workouts, and just what ever I need to get off my chest.

So for now, goodnight everyone.

~Julie~




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