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The Trouble With Food
The trouble with food is,you HAVE to eat it.
You can't avoid it like avoiding a drug addiction.
It is MY addiction, And I have to keep on shooting it.
I started off being anorexic, then in my 20's I turned bulimic, then I graduated to being a binge eater. I have been to Toronto General's day hospital Eating Disorder program and that was intense! I learned a lot about myself, yet I wandered away from the techniques they taught me. I wish more books and people ...
The trouble with food is,you HAVE to eat it.
You can't avoid it like avoiding a drug addiction.
It is MY addiction, And I have to keep on shooting it.
I started off being anorexic, then in my 20's I turned bulimic, then I graduated to being a binge eater. I have been to Toronto General's day hospital Eating Disorder program and that was intense! I learned a lot about myself, yet I wandered away from the techniques they taught me. I wish more books and people would talk about this common progression concerning eating disorders. I thought i was weird moving from one disorder to the next. I think this knowledge would a least help current anorexics see their possible future and take diligent measures to prevent this progression. I would have, if someone would have enlightened me. This year (2015) brought another challenge. i am allergic to the cold. I have cold urticaria. tell me THAT is not depressing enough to stuff your face. I feel trapped in this whirl pool, I am drowning and I don't know how to work thru these violent waves.
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My Goals:
I would like to lose 150 pounds, and stop being addicted to food. I would like to be able to shop at any store, not just plus size. i want to just be able to take care of myself in a healthy way. I want to know how to love just being me.
My Program:
I am doing this by myself. I have researched Raw veganism, vegetarian, whole foods ect. I try to get to know as many people as I can who are following this path.
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My name is Lori. I was born in Sudbury and raised in Toronto,Ontario, Canada. I have had an Eating Disorder since I was about 12 years old.I was first Anorexic, then Bulimic, now I am a Binge eater. I have lost a lot of weight in the past, and have gained it all back, and then some. I want to stop this food tornado I am on.
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I am a Fine Art Photographer with pretty unique tastes in art. I am also a recent graduate of Social Work. I like the whole hippie/ bohemian /grunge look and stephen king is my secret lover:) I use to think I was crazy, but I found out I am just A.D.D. I invite the viewer into my life, yet in very small steps. I like the idea of presenting something public, yet private. I follow my instincts faithfully, so that one day I will be rewarded with the answer to my existence.
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The trouble with food is,you HAVE to eat it. You can't avoid it like avoiding a drug addiction. It is MY addiction, And I have to keep on shooting it. I started off being anorexic, then in my 20's I turned bulimic, then I graduated to being a binge eater. I have been to Toronto General's day hospital Eating Disorder program and that was intense! I learned a lot about myself, yet I wandered away from the techniques they taught me. I wish more books and people would talk about this common progression concerning eating disorders. I thought i was weird moving from one disorder to the next. I think this knowledge would a least help current anorexics see their possible future and take diligent measures to prevent this progression. I would have, if someone would have enlightened me. This year (2015) brought another challenge. i am allergic to the cold. I have cold urticaria. tell me THAT is not depressing enough to stuff your face. I feel trapped in this whirl pool, I am drowning and I don't know how to work thru these violent waves. (TORONTO, ONTARIO, CANADA)
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My Goals:
I would like to lose 150 pounds, and stop being addicted to food. I would like to be able to shop at any store, not just plus size. i want to just be able to take care of myself in a healthy way. I want to know how to love just being me.
My Program:
I am doing this by myself. I have researched Raw veganism, vegetarian, whole foods ect. I try to get to know as many people as I can who are following this path.
Personal Information:
My name is Lori. I was born in Sudbury and raised in Toronto,Ontario, Canada. I have had an Eating Disorder since I was about 12 years old.I was first Anorexic, then Bulimic, now I am a Binge eater. I have lost a lot of weight in the past, and have gained it all back, and then some. I want to stop this food tornado I am on.
Other Information:
I am a Fine Art Photographer with pretty unique tastes in art. I am also a recent graduate of Social Work. I like the whole hippie/ bohemian /grunge look and stephen king is my secret lover:) I use to think I was crazy, but I found out I am just A.D.D. I invite the viewer into my life, yet in very small steps. I like the idea of presenting something public, yet private. I follow my instincts faithfully, so that one day I will be rewarded with the answer to my existence.
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Let's re-start the progress before the Holidays!
First things first, and one can get out of 272 and even 270 lbs to like 269 or 265 lbs!
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COULD OUR TEAM CHALLENGES TO LOSE POUND BY POUND HELP YOU GET OUT OF THIS TOWN?
PLEASE CHECK OUT OUR TEAM FORUMS PAGE, PARTICULARLY THE CHALLENGE TO 'GET OUT OF 272 LBS' !
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