Hi! I can't tell you how many people are afraid to deal with themselves. They don't realize that they are hurting themselves long after something happened to make them that way. You came on so strong, that instead of my usual of sending stories of a wonderful life, and jokes, I sent you some really hard things to hear. I thought that you seemed ready to hear it. I feel like you don't want to except a life of regret, but one of growth in hope, and a joyous outlook toward the future. You aren't along, we all hurt ourselves in one way or another. It always affects our ego, and outlook. It's nice to know that you choose to no longer except this, and are going to love yourself. You are very precious, and like all of us are a gift from God. Your new friend eva.
Thank you for visiting my blog and sharing your part of the story. I too have been with a Christian psychologist for the past six years and have come so far. I give all the glory for how far He's brought me. I need to continue to trust Him to finish what He's started. Thank you for bringing this to light and thank you so much for your prayers. I'll be praying for you also.
Thanks for your comment on my blog. I like your idea of having a different ficus than just weight. For one thing , I an SO blessed to be able to pick up and carry my 25 lb granddaughter. Five years ago, literally I could not lift a gallon of milk. That's more important than a number on a scale!