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Ready for something new.

I've lost more than a thousand pounds in my lifetime...and gained more of it back.

I want to start fresh, once again. But, this time I want permanent change. I don't want to just succeed for awhile, and then get comfortable where I am. For me, if I'm not paddling forward, I'm moving backward. I've moved back enough.
It is time to get out of my isolation, to open up to others, be honest with myself and others about where I am and what's going on with my life.

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I've lost more than a thousand pounds in my lifetime...and gained more of it back.

I want to start fresh, once again. But, this time I want permanent change. I don't want to just succeed for awhile, and then get comfortable where I am. For me, if I'm not paddling forward, I'm moving backward. I've moved back enough.
It is time to get out of my isolation, to open up to others, be honest with myself and others about where I am and what's going on with my life.

I've tried to gain control over my eating without making any lasting changes. I've realized I cannot control my eating...I've tried and failed too many times to count. I can however, start being honest about what I eat, why I eat, when I eat, and what I'm feeling. I don't have to stuff it all down anymore.

I give up. I don't want to continue doing what I've been doing anymore. I've done it enough, and it hasn't worked. I want to stop the insanity.

One definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again, expecting different results. If I keep on doing what I've always done, I'll keep on getting what I've always gotten.

I'm ready for something new.
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Member Since: 1/18/2007

SparkPoints: 23,211

Fitness Minutes: 2,575

My Goals:
My goals are
1. To get healthy and lower my blood pressure.
2. Stay with the program even when I'm not at my best, healthwise, maintaining until I am able to continue progressing again.
3. Lose 210 pounds (more than half my weight.
4. Be able to shop in the normal-sized section.
5. Be able to dance and hike, and bike again.

My Program:
A major part of my program is getting out of my isolation by getting involved in sparkpeople.
I'm also tracking my food intake, journaling emotions and the journey, and starting to exercise again.

Personal Information:
My name is Deborah, and I'm originally from Louisville, KY. I have live in Florida for the past 15+ years. What I miss most is four seasons. We have only two here, "Hot", and "it's-a-little-chilly-outside". I miss the autumn leaves, smells, colors, and tastes.

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TIME4SHERRY
6/7/2012 10:34:52 PM

Checking in to see how your doing? I'm so far so good. Keep me posted on your journey. We can motivate each other when we need that extra boost.
Sherry



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HONEYBEEZ
6/3/2012 4:08:36 PM

Thanks...saw Crooked Arrows....didn't eat popcorn (ours doesn't taste so good at our theatre), but caved a bit at the Kanagroo (picked up some corn nuts and some pecans....wanted something with a bit of nutrition). The movie was great.



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TIME4SHERRY
6/3/2012 12:49:46 PM

Happy Sunday. Which movie did you choose. It's hard to go to the movies for me without getting movie popcorn. Oh so good.



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EMAVERICK
4/8/2012 8:01:02 PM

Happy Easter and have a great week :)



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2/10/2012 10:40:37 PM

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Hey gorgeous. Happy Love day! Make it fabulous!!

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