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I'm tired of living my life unhappy with who I am because of my poor self-perception and actions and lack of action. I am clinically diagnosed with major depression. I'm an overeater. Sometimes living with depression day in and day out plays on your energy level and your capability to do the LEAST of things let alone making a lifestyle change such as becoming sober with food. I sometimes hope for the discipline to be aneroxic---stupid. Or the heart to purge. But I'm holding out for something ...
I'm tired of living my life unhappy with who I am because of my poor self-perception and actions and lack of action. I am clinically diagnosed with major depression. I'm an overeater. Sometimes living with depression day in and day out plays on your energy level and your capability to do the LEAST of things let alone making a lifestyle change such as becoming sober with food. I sometimes hope for the discipline to be aneroxic---stupid. Or the heart to purge. But I'm holding out for something healthier. I wanna finally live sober. Free from impulsiveness and compulsiveness and self-hatred. Filled with renewed passion for life. I wanna look in the mirror and say yes! YOU did that! You've become the beautiful you you always knew you were--inside and out.
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My Weight Loss Progress:
| current weight: 142.5 |
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Member Since: 10/22/2009
SparkPoints: 49
My Goals:
Current Weight 149
1st GW OCT 23-30
146 lbs
2nd GW OCT 31-Nov 7th
143 lbs
3rd GW NOV Nov 8th-15th
140 lbs
4th GW Nov 15th-22nd
137lbs Can't wait til I get back under 140!! I reached 140's all within a month. Haven't been here in a minute so it's such a surprise and disappointed to me.
My Program:
Well right now, I'm going to eat Michelina and Smart Ones 1200 cals/day. Exercise 15/day while watching tv. Stop eating and drinking at 9 pm.
Personal Information:
I live in Detroit... lookin to beat this vice. Sobriety is my goal.
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