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I want to change...No, I NEED to change!

Im about to turn 30 in December, I want to drop at least to 200lbs by then, I know its not a great number, but I really think it would be a great place to start. I want to build up my self esteem; I want to stop being hateful, mean, a bully, depressed and everything negative about me I want to change. I own my mistakes, but I have found that the main reason behind those things I want to change is deep down I'm unhappy all of which stem from a bad self image and not knowing how I let myself ...
Im about to turn 30 in December, I want to drop at least to 200lbs by then, I know its not a great number, but I really think it would be a great place to start. I want to build up my self esteem; I want to stop being hateful, mean, a bully, depressed and everything negative about me I want to change. I own my mistakes, but I have found that the main reason behind those things I want to change is deep down I'm unhappy all of which stem from a bad self image and not knowing how I let myself get to this level. I hope through this blog to at least be able to vent out my self hatred, since Ive managed to seclude everyone out of my life.
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Member Since: 9/5/2013

SparkPoints: 1,741

Fitness Minutes: 595

My Goals:
start off small to not give up so easily...just gotta drop 26lbs

My Program:
I'm going to focus, and I'm going to stop playing the martyr, I'm going to make friends and change for the best!

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fall down 100 times, get up 101 and you're a sucess!

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