Thank you for supporting me through my difficult blog post. I think I have turned out pretty good despite my parents but dang I just wish they would tell me that they are proud, that I have done good. I have been chasing that acknowledgment my entire life. The only reassurance I have is that when my daughter was here on earth, I made sure everyday to share a moment with her, to let her know how loved she was, to look her in the eyes and tell her I was proud of her. I know that even in her short life, that made a difference.
I have decided against talking to my dad about it because honestly, I don't think he gives a damn. And his NOT being affected by my pain would break me apart.