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One of the happiest days of our lives, and I look my worst. He deserves a healthier, prettier wife.





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I'm tired of "waiting to die"

Hi! I'm Rebecca. I'm 41 years old, a Christian (Lutheran), married for 10 years to a wonderful man, and step-mom to an awesome 14 year old boy.
I've fought with obesity since childhood. When I graduated high school I was 220 lbs, and my weight steadily climbed year by year. By the time I was 30, I weighed 275 lbs. God brought a great man into my life in May of 2004, and I married him in November of that same year. We immediately began trying to expand our little family, to no ...
Hi! I'm Rebecca. I'm 41 years old, a Christian (Lutheran), married for 10 years to a wonderful man, and step-mom to an awesome 14 year old boy.
I've fought with obesity since childhood. When I graduated high school I was 220 lbs, and my weight steadily climbed year by year. By the time I was 30, I weighed 275 lbs. God brought a great man into my life in May of 2004, and I married him in November of that same year. We immediately began trying to expand our little family, to no avail. The next ten years brought failure, grief, devastation, fertility drugs, depression, stress and two babies taken to Heaven. I have a hormonal disorder known as PCOS (polycystic ovarian syndrome) and several blood-clotting disorders (Lupus Anticoagulant, Anticardiolipin Syndrome and Compound Heterozygous MTHFR mutation). All of this contributes to my infertility and the blood clotting disorders led to my miscarriages. PCOS also is one cause of my weight problems.

In early 2015 I was finally officially diagnosed with hypothyroidism, after fighting for years to get a doctor to take me seriously. I have been on levothyroxine for several months, but haven't seen much of a change.

I've had quite a few wake up calls recently, and I've come to the realization that I have to change the way I'm living (or rather, existing...I haven't been truly LIVING for a long time) or I won't see my 42nd birthday. I feel like I'm not living my life, I'm simply existing. I feel like I'm just sitting here waiting to die. And I'm tired of that.

I love to read, knit, sew, and spend time with my crazy adorable baby girl, a 3 year old pit bull.

"No one's life should be rooted in fear. We are born for wonder, for joy, for hope, for love, to marvel at the mystery of existence, to be ravished by the beauty of the world, to seek truth and meaning, to acquire wisdom, and by our treatment of others to brighten the corner where we are.” ~Dean Koontz, Life Expectancy
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Member Since: 6/15/2012

SparkPoints: 2,133

Fitness Minutes: 592

My Goals:
Lose 50 lbs by Christmas.

Be more active.

Feel better about myself.

Complete a 5K.

Long term: Lose at least 200 pounds.

To not be in constant, chronic pain.

My Program:
Daily tracking with SP Android app and website.

Measuring and weighing food.

At least 30 minutes of some type of activity daily.

Consistently drinking 10+ 8oz glasses of water daily.

Eating more fresh veggies and fruits, less processed and packaged foods.

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Some of my hobbies include:

Reading
Knitting
Sewing
Coloring (I love Angie Grace's coloring books)
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6/3/2014 10:52:07 PM

We believe the Path to Freedom is in loving ourselves.
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10/6/2013 10:54:52 AM

Hi. :) Pathways to Freedom has a 5% challenge going on to lose 5% of your weight by 2014. I hope you will join in and make the journey along with us. emoticon



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10/25/2012 4:11:59 AM

Thank you for adding me as a friend. I have been having computer problems and it has been in the shop to be fixed. Have been working on a very slow PC
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