One of my original drawings. I drew this about a decade ago. when i was 20
Shared Food & Fitness Trackers
First of all, WELCOME to my Sparkpage. You will find that I am a very decent person inside and that I am determined, respectful, learning along with you, happy, and appreciative. I have conquered MANY battles in life that I am proud to say I am still here, and here I am. This is my story:
~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~ ~*~
I have always been a heavy girl. Always been overweight since I believe the age of 10, I never knew how to eat and balance nutrition, because
I was never taught. I was so scared growing up to ask people for help because not only was I self conscious as everyone made fun of me daily ;(, but because everyone close to me were also yo-yo dieters, and I couldn't rely on that support... until now.
I realize that I finally changed for myself and if anyone wants to tag along with me, then thats great, i just can't be a follower anymore ;).
I am a mother of 2, with a goal of finally seeing myself live healthy. I am 5'7", my beginning start weight was 333, which WAS my highest weight.
I have 2 small kids that do make things a bit chaotic, and a sugar addicted boyfriend... whom I have been with 11+ years... (2004)
I am a artistic girl, I love art in every way. I love photography, drawing, poetry, and I want to eventually learn piano and guitar.
I am very intellectual.
My overall goal is to get under 200lbs.
I would love to stay connected to women in my shoes who know what being large and unhealthy to finally making a change to an unknown world that we didnt know how to grasp before., and maybe even with kids, ha.
I am tired of being the largest female in my family. I have all the hurtful remarks growing up to fuel me in my workouts and daily accomplishments.
Never in my life did I realize that I could Lose weight without some miracle... and for the very 1st time, I am, and I can't explain the feeling. :)
Im READY to keep going. Lets empower eachother.
This is a link for me to find my Sparkfriends who have added me: (http://www.sparkpeople.com/friend_lookup
[X] 333- starting weight
[X]get under 300lbs! !!!! !
[X] reach 270
[X] reach 260
[X] under 250 !!!
[ ] Lost 100lbs!! (233)
[ ] 230
[ ] 225
[ ] 220
[ ] 210
[ ] 205
[ ] UNDER 200- ***ONEDERLAND!!! ***
[ ] 195
[ ] 190
[ ] 185
[ ] Lost 150lbs (183)
[ ] 180
[ ] 175
Continue to live a healthy life (and REMEMBER how depressing my life was in the beginning!!
First, its all about staying motivated, focused and goal oriented. Pulling yourself up to continue the fight to be healthy and live longer.
I try meeting as many of SparkPeoples nutrition goals as I can. Drinking water rather than sugar drinks. I like to make sure i get exercize in even walking daily. I believe in this program, its the first time in my life I have ever stuck with dieting, became so educated, and am losing weight. I do it for myself as well as my family, but I've have to make ME a priority. I no longer rely on others to feel like exercizing!
I am from Northeast Ohio areas. I love trying to figure life out, I like being a humanitarian- (dont forget to recycle and do our part on earth). I am a kind hearted girl inside, but I also had a hard past -so I can have a mean streak when needed. I protect the weak, and stand up for whats right. I fought depression for years, I have also fought drug dependency and have been "hard" drug free for 9 years =) and I have NO SHAME THERE, I am proud of what I learned! I am no better than anyone of people, we can all get along if we wanted, so please spread the love because it goes farther than hate.
You cannot give people what they are incapable of receiving. ~Agatha Christie
Secrets of Success
| Pounds lost: 75.4
I hope you had a fabulous birthday Done Girl!
362 days ago
369 days ago
Comment edited on: 7/20/2015 10:13:07 PM
I hope you have fantastic birthday to kick off a happy healthy year Done Girl.
369 days ago
Happy Birthday, DONE GIRL
Persons born on the Cancer-Leo Cusp can be a bit volatile, swinging quickly from one extreme to another. Movement of one sort or another is familiar to them; physical movement, emotional movement
it is all one and the same to them. They often appear shy one minute and then they are stealing the spotlight the next.
Combining Fire and Water together in a Cancer-Leo Cusp makes for an interesting study. Their vibrant energy is tempered by emotional sensitivity. In turn, their emotions are tempered by the intense ambition they have. They are graceful and strong. Both attributes serve them well.
The fastest way to success for Cancer-Leo is to even out their highs and lows. Learning to maintain stability can pay off for them in a big way. Self-discipline can be attained without losing their spontaneity. By finding their calm center, they can remain confident in themselves.
Cancer-Leo is sensitive to criticism. They may come across as so self-assured that they appear to be living in a fantasy world. They have a strong affinity to food. Imaginative in the kitchen, they can work miracles with a meal. They enjoy pleasure and social gatherings. They don't care to be alone most of the time. They are devoted to their partner. They are generous and creative in their relationships with others. They are good at empathizing with their loved ones.
The Cusp of Oscillation creates people who are traditional, nurturing, flamboyant, ambitious, sensitive, proud, creative, expressive, inspiring, cheerful, practical, romantic, passionate, realistic, generous and emotional. They may also suffer from self-centeredness, hyper-sensitivity, and have dependency issues.
Cancer-Leo may be an intellectual genius or they may be unscrupulous. They have excellent memories. They don't forget any detail
ever. They are fair, and will stand by both friend and foe in times of struggle. At the same time, they may have trouble letting go of grudges or slights they feel, whether real or imagined.
This sign can conflict with Cancer's need for solitude and Leo's need to be the center of attention. If they can reach a comfortable balance, they will be much happier. Since both signs are affectionate and devoted, this rarely causes disruption unless they stray from their partner. Both signs hold family dear and love to spend time in their home. While Leo can stand up to some emotional bruising, Cancer cannot. They may be hurting deep inside and putting on a brave face. While Cancer makes their presence known through their works, Leo likes to make a splash. Those born on the Cancer-Leo Cusp may end up somewhere in between
shy with a bit of flamboyance. Both like to be in control, so this sign may end up trying to run the lives of their family members.
370 days ago
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONE GIRL!!
370 days ago