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I Accept Myself Unconditionally Just as I am in 2013

2013 will be the year for me!

Life has not always been easy for me but I see it as an adventure. Currently, my adventure is taking me through a lifestyle change where I am working to change my eating and exercise patterns. But the toughest part for me is to beat the emotional eating,,,, indulging in fattening foods is a momentary pleasure that leaves a nasty after taste when I look in the mirror.

Changes in life in 2012 were difficult to accept for me,,,,,, a ...
2013 will be the year for me!

Life has not always been easy for me but I see it as an adventure. Currently, my adventure is taking me through a lifestyle change where I am working to change my eating and exercise patterns. But the toughest part for me is to beat the emotional eating,,,, indulging in fattening foods is a momentary pleasure that leaves a nasty after taste when I look in the mirror.

Changes in life in 2012 were difficult to accept for me,,,,,, a pending divorce and being responsible for 3 children,,, living life as a single mother,,, no one to really turn to when the water heater breaks or the sprinklers fail,,, or the heater does not work. I kept turning to food to relax me,,, and that is simply not the purpose of food.

It is what it is and sometimes we just need to be kind to ourselves when we fail. We cannot always succeed. I have failed so many times but this time I am ready for a real change in my life and I know that I can do it! I believe that I can do it! Sometimes that is all it takes,,, believing.

It is time to find myself,,,,,,, and accept myself unconditionally. It is time for positive change,,, for myself and my health,,,,, I do want to be there for my kids and I want to see my grandkids.... and I want to learn to take better care of me.... eventually maybe even find a new man in my life. But right now,,,, in 2013 ,,, the focus is on being the best that I can be.

I am going to be accountable to myself this year and list my weight every single week for the year:

Week 1 (1/4) ~~ 227
Week 2 (1/12) ~~ 222 ~~ Lost 5 pounds!
Week 3 (1/18) ~~ 223 ~ Gain 1 pound
Week 4 (1/25) ~~ busy week no loss no gain

Week 5 (2/1) ~~ 222 ~~ lost 1 pound (total of 5)
Week 6 (2/8) ~~ 227 ~~ gained it all back :*(
Week 7 (2/ 15) ~~ 225 ~~ Lost 2 pounds :) Back on Track
Week 8 (2/22) ~~ 228 ~ ~ Gained 3 pounds ....... Really?

Week 9 (3/1) ~~ 226 ~~ lost 2 pounds! On the road again!
Week 10 (3/8) ~~224 ~~ lost 2 pounds again ~.~
Week 11 (3/15) ~~ 224 ~~ No loss, No gain
Week 12 (3/22) ~~ 225
Week 13 (3/29) ~~ 226 ~ frustration; too many changes in my life

Week 14 (4/6) ~~ lost focus
Week 15 (4/13) ~~ lost focus
Week 16 (4/20) ~~ where was I?
Week 17 (4/27) ~~ 238! :( sad face.... disappointment

Week 18 (5/4) ~~ 234...... lost 4 pounds
Week 19 (5/11) ~~
Week 20 (5/18) ~~
Week 21 (5/25) ~~

Week 22 (6/1) ~~
Week 23 (6/8) ~~


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Member Since: 4/17/2012

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My Goals:
Starting weight 238 April 2013

Goal Met:
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My Program:
1. Get at least 7 hours of sleep every night

2. Eat less, Move more

Personal Information:
I am from Sunny Southern California..... I was born here and love where I live.

Other Information:
"The common conception is that motivation leads to action, but the reverse is true....action precedes motivation.
You have to "prime the pump" and get the juice flowing, which motivates you to work on your goals.
Getting momentum going is the most difficult part of the job, and often taking the first step is enough to prompt you to make the best of your day."
-Robert McKain

It's not that I'm so smart, it's just that I stay with problems longer. ~Albert Einstein

Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Vitality shows in not only the ability to persist but the ability to start over. ~F. Scott Fitzgerald


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MISSLISA1973
5/17/2013 7:08:00 AM

emoticon Way to stay on track!



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JENNIEONFIRE
5/10/2013 1:03:39 PM

Lily,

I am sorry that I am just now seeing your message you left on my spark page! I wanted to let you know that I am actually in the same boat as you and have gained back five pounds recently....I have a ton of reasons/excuses why this happened (grad school finals, poor eating choices, warm weather making it hard for me to want to work out) but then I realized that by making these excuses I am just hurting myself and not anyone else. I am so happy to hear that you are eager to continue on! Sometimes life happens and we have to figure out how to push ourselves back to where we need to be, I am happy that we both just didn't call it quits and stop our journey. I wish you the best Friday ever, enjoy the sunshine and this weekend think about your journey and where you want to be a year from now, five years from now and so on...That's what I am going to be doing. Take care sweetheart, Jennie



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FELINEBETTER
5/8/2013 9:41:47 PM

Hey Lily! Thanks for stopping by my page and giving me some positive feedback! It's important not to journey alone!

And did I say WOOHOO for sticking to your 3 Day cleanse? emoticon



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SURLYGIRL
5/8/2013 9:21:05 PM

emoticon Got your Goodie and your note and you supplied the link exactly right - I am following you too now.

Thanks for your support and friendship - You Rock ! emoticon



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MARTHA-ANN
5/8/2013 4:06:02 AM

Hi Lily, lovely to hear from you, I'm doing well thankyou...no health problems at the moment and hoping to stay that way. I'm now off all medication and officially cancer free...Yay!!

We've had a hectic Bank Holiday week-end with the family, trips out, picnics and a bar-b-que in the nice weather which looks set to change by tomorrow.
We could do with lots of rain, we haven't had any for months. It seems so odd after all the winter weather and flooding that they're now saying there's going to be water shortages in the summer.
This years weather has been really perverse!

Thankyou for saying you enjoy my photos, I'm going to do a blog when I get back from my tapestry group later today and put a few on there...just some I took over the week-end.

Hope you have a great day, the detox sounds good, glad you're enjoying it. emoticon




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