We can't use "special occasions" as an excuse, not any more. I messed up but I can no longer go backwards. I squeezed into size 10 for the first tine in my life and now I'm looking at them. I know I'll be a size 8 one day, and I'll get to experience what it feels like to except myself and be comfortable. WE CAN DO THIS AND WE KNOW HOW. Whenever I don't log my food is when I do the worst, so that's where I'm going restart.