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No More ED

Formerly eating-disordered, now trying to find balance and happiness with my body, health, food and exercise.

Roughly 4-5 years ago at the beginning of my junior in college, I decided I wanted to lose a little weight. It started off harmlessly enough. I began a gym regimen while also dancing with our school's dance team a few nights a week and I changed up my eating to make it a bit healthier. None of it was overwhelmingly drastic.

I began to see the weight come off ...
Formerly eating-disordered, now trying to find balance and happiness with my body, health, food and exercise.

Roughly 4-5 years ago at the beginning of my junior in college, I decided I wanted to lose a little weight. It started off harmlessly enough. I began a gym regimen while also dancing with our school's dance team a few nights a week and I changed up my eating to make it a bit healthier. None of it was overwhelmingly drastic.

I began to see the weight come off almost immediately. By Christmas, I had lost close to 20 pounds, but knew something was wrong mentally. I ignored my better judgement and dove deeper into my weight loss goals.

By March, I was at my original goal weight and while I was still considered "healthy", my perception of my body, my eating habits and my workouts had changed in my mind. I no longer saw myself losing weight; I saw only a fat girl in the mirror. After returning from a Spring Break trip to Puerto Rico, I realized that the less I ate, the faster I lost. This is where the downward spiral really began.

I started to get anxious about what I ate and what my workouts were. Soon, the workouts and dance rehearsals were longer and more grueling but less food was going into me. By the time summer came around, I hovered around 125, down 35 pounds from my original 160, but I still wasn't satisfied.

Things got worse after I moved home for the summer. I planned my daily food intake, and sometimes only let myself eat up to 500 calories, and hit the gym with the intention of burning all of it off.

Long story short, my weight hit an all-time low of 109 by the time I went back to school in September. By this time, all the forced therapy sessions in the world couldn't help me. My battle affected everyone around me, my family, my friends, my relationships. I felt hopeless and lost.

Fast forward 4-5 years to present day... At some point (maybe with the helps of the meds I was put on), I started to eat again. Purging became a distant memory. But the weight I had worked so hard to lose came back. Not all of it, but enough that I could lose some.

I am by no means fat, even if I call myself it daily.

This is my attempt to lose the weight I want to lose the healthy way.

No More ED.
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Member Since: 6/25/2013

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My Goals:
I want to be the weight I feel the most comfortable with while maintaining a healthy and fun lifestyle.

My Program:
A mix of gym workouts, dance rehearsals and better eating to propel me down the healthy weight loss road I want to be on. Also using a rewards system to help motivate myself!

155: Pedicure - CHECK! 8/15/13 (Weigh in: 154)
150: Massage
145: Mani/Pedi
140: Bracelet
135: Massage
130 (GW): New jeans, new shirts
125 (UGW): New bathing suit, shorts & dresses for PUERTO RICO!

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JOIFULJOII
9/4/2013 7:51:34 PM

Congrats on your weight loss and getting yourself fit & healthy! You are lovely! (:



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SWEET_CAROLYN
8/28/2013 11:38:22 AM

Thanks for reading and commenting on my blog! Woohooo, we are both so close to goal!!

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I've tried a couple of Hungry Girl recipes and loved them! Thanks for the suggestion - I'll look up some more and make sure to stock up my recipe book with them!!



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SARAHST0T
8/27/2013 7:36:11 PM

I live in Lowell, so probably somewhat close to you! Way to go on your lunchtime workout! :)



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SEAJESS
8/27/2013 5:25:21 PM

Hey, I added you back! Hope you are making the most of these last summer days before Labor Day. Not that Fall won't be delightful, too... and out in your area you actually HAVE fall and winter. We have two seasons, pretty much. Rain on and rain off.

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PALMETTOGIRL22
8/27/2013 4:46:17 PM

Hi! Saw you added me....I've now added you as well! Are you in Boston?
I went to school there...



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