I am so glad that you didn't let that thought in your head slip through the cracks! I have to tell you, when I gained the 10 back, it's easy "it's JUST 10 pounds, I can get them back off again!" Well then it was 15.. okay so 15 isn't great but I can get them back off again... now to see 20, it's like pump the breaks! What has happened here? And yes I can't wear the smaller pants I have to wear the one size up, and some shirts aren't fitting and I just avoid them. But avoiding it won't get us anywhere. I FEEL the regain, I actually feel that I am heavier (which of course I am, but to FEEL it is the worst) and I have to get this turned around. If I feel this heavy and uncomfotable up 20, what happens if I gain the 70 that I still have off? I don't even want to think about that. We will get it turned around, one day at a time. Thanks so much for always commenting and sharing, it always helps to know I have someone who understands.