well at least you are trying to find a formula !! that's awesome .... I don't think I'll ever make it to maintenance sometimes....... I cannot advise you but I'm positive there are some people who can so just keep sparking and you'll get your answers !!
Aloha Kakahiaka, a new day, another opportunity, a new beginning to warmly embrace and mold into our own!
Never be afraid or hesitant to step off the accepted path and head off in your own direction, if your heart says it's right for you. Believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do, and never forget the value of Persistence, Discipline, and Determination. You are meant to be whatever you dream of becoming. -Edmund O'Neill