40 pounds, you are doing awesome, Lady, keep up the great work. I wish your team had taken flight, but you know what? Never give up, make sure you stick to your health-path and don't stop, no matter what roadblocks pop up.
I've been thinking about you and I wish I could read how you're doing every day. Have you thought about the blog, it's a great way to get rid of those bad feelings, and just discuss with everyone how you're doing. I'd love to read it.
In the meantime, NEVER GIVE UP, we're here for you and always will be.