Hi Pattie--I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. This is a hard path we've chosen. What comes to mind is a chick, inside its egg. It has been nurtured and safe in there, and then it grows and grows until it is so cramped it can't move and its nourishment is all used up and it can hardly breathe anymore and it is so hard to survive. And when it thinks it can't get worse suddenly its entire world begins to crack and break. I think a chick must think it is on the brink of death and the world is ending, just before it hatches. Maybe that's us--right when it seems like such a struggle and so hard and we can barely hang in there, just before we have a big break through. Hang in there, Pattie--today you are deciding where you will be this time next year!
Sounds like you are having a struggle this evening. The more specific you are the greater the assistance we can give. Don't forget there are several Keep walking with Jesus team members / leaders who have lost MORE than 150 pounds! You can bet your buttons one or two of them have had an episode of struggling at one time or another. Let us help as we all rely on The Lord for all our successes together!