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2006 Klause, Arlo, and me. MY BABIES.

My homey, my spouse while we are separated, and me..2008 Halloweenie

11/09 Ocala Sparklers Rally! 3+ miles! With me are Sherribomb, 1Anjels, Dilberta, MTCspark

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2010 - Let's Make This The BEST Year EVER
Welcome to my page. I am 42, live in Ocala Florida, and have been separated from my spouse for three years. I have made poor lifestyle choices and the whole ordeal has taken a toll on me and us. I am ready to change my life and get a life. I want to find out who I am outside of being a wife, professional, daughter etc. Being burdened with the issues obesity seems to have dulled my sense of self and it has been controlling my life for far too long. I want to know how I feel and how I want to ...
Welcome to my page. I am 42, live in Ocala Florida, and have been separated from my spouse for three years. I have made poor lifestyle choices and the whole ordeal has taken a toll on me and us. I am ready to change my life and get a life. I want to find out who I am outside of being a wife, professional, daughter etc. Being burdened with the issues obesity seems to have dulled my sense of self and it has been controlling my life for far too long. I want to know how I feel and how I want to live. I hope to make some buddies, find support, and remain motivated to return to a better level of health and love.
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Member Since: 11/15/2009
SparkPoints: 786
SparkAmerica Minutes: 441
My Goals:
These are my long term goals 1. Improve my health 2. Improve my strength 3. Make friends 4. Lose 110 lbs 5. Figure out what I am doing with my love life 6. Find ME! SHORT TERM GOALS: 2010 Jan 1- Finish Boot Camp without missing a class 2- Avoid denial/stay in reality of where I am 3- begin a food plan
My Program:
Working with a trainer three times a week in a boot camp setting and beginning a personal training session 1X weekly starting 1/19, using the Gofitwear program- this will track my sleep patterns and calories consumed/burned. I am also working with a dietician to put together a food plan.
Personal Information:
My animals are my children. I love Starbucks, movies, and going to the bookstore to browse. I enjoy my alone time sprinkled with moments spent with friends. I enjoy a few select TV shows and many movies of the horror, sci fi, and drama genre. Fandango is like my other site home besides Spark. I spend a lot of time on Fandango writing reviews for movies. My favorite holiday is Halloween and I throw a huge bash yearly. I dislike narcissism, pessimism, and disloyalty... these things just bring the world down...and they drag me down so I am not drawn to these types of people. I love experiencing culture and meeting people from other cultures. I have lived in Saudia, Korea, and Turkeye. So anything that has to do with culture or history of a culture interests me to include art, museums, and cuisine. I am half Turkish and I am very proud of the heritage.
Other Information:
I am a cancer and fire survivor. Because of this, I was a "health nut." I ate a strict clean diet, workout 8 hours a week minimum, and monitored actively my health status. I was very happy with me and I knew, 100% what I stood for and wanted out of life. It was not until I went to graduate school that I became a broken person. Working on a doctorate and two jobs - I lost myself. I stopped working out, eating healthy, and dressing up. Having fun, dancing, flirting, and traveling stopped. Over the years bad habits cemented and now I am a foreigner unto myself. My journey has started with taking responsibility for my choices. My future is dependent on the choice I make now. The more I accept, the more I heal... and the anger dissipates.
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