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-::- I make a thousand excuses and I want to make myself accountable starting NOW-::-

Becoming the Beautiful Maeghann both inside and out

FAILURE IS AN ATTITUDE - NOT AN OUTCOME

WELCOME CHANGE

I am probably the worst at doing the YO YO dieting. I do fantastic for a few months and then let everything else around me get in my way and I stop. I am sick of doing this!

Time for an update! I am now a happily married wife and a mother of a beautiful baby boy who is 9 months old! We found a house and moved two months before he ...
Becoming the Beautiful Maeghann both inside and out

FAILURE IS AN ATTITUDE - NOT AN OUTCOME

WELCOME CHANGE

I am probably the worst at doing the YO YO dieting. I do fantastic for a few months and then let everything else around me get in my way and I stop. I am sick of doing this!

Time for an update! I am now a happily married wife and a mother of a beautiful baby boy who is 9 months old! We found a house and moved two months before he arrived then just recently moved again. Our relatives think we are gypsies. We are just trying to adjust to all of the wonderful changes that have come our way!

I am ready to continue where I left off before I got pregnant and get to as close to my goal weight by my 30th birthday in January! I want to be able to wear shorts and feel comfortable and be able to take the little one to the pool and not be the chunky mom who doesn't want to wear a swimsuit!


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I have everything that a person needs and WAY more.... EXCEPT MY SELF ESTEEM!! I have never not had that, but I am finding myself getting jealous of others when I look at them and then wishing that could be me, and you know what I know it could.. I just have to want it....

I am a DONE Girl I am going to list a few things I am absolutely DONE with:

1- I am DONE with feeling sorry for myself!

2- I am DONE thinking that when I walk in a room
everyone looks at me thinking "oh poor girl, she is
just not pretty and so big too"

3- I am DONE shopping for clothes to pick out a cute
item, grabbing a size that I think in my head will fit
and then when I try it on there is no way that size
will ever work and I have to get a bigger one.

4- I am DONE with not trying new things because I am
self-conscious that I will not look right doing it.

5- I am DONE not giving myself a fair chance at being
healthy only because I have never been thin and
think that can't ever be me.

6- I am DONE beating myself up if I go off the plan for
one little thing - this is a lifestyle change and not a
diet - I need to learn to live in the real world and
be able to enjoy myself - hell I only have one chance

7.- I am DONE dieting.. this is my new life... I am making changes for the long term.

8- I am DONE waking up in a sad mood because of what is going on around me... I am the only one who can control my happiness.. I can't wait around to be happy I need to make it happen now!

9 - I am DONE taking anything that is said about weight around me as something that is being directed to me... I mean people can think what they want of themselves and not mean anything about me by it.. (I was really bad about that)

10- I am DONE feeling and acting older than I truly am... Maeg you gotta live your life, you are young, beautiful and full of energy!

There is a start of the DONE list and I am so sure that there are way more... I am so DONE and glad that I am here now and ready to make my life so much better!!!


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Now let me state some things that I am starting after being DONE:

STARTING to feeling happier and prouder of myself.

STARTING to do positive things for myself.

STARTING to eat properly.

STARTING to be happy with my reflection.

STARTING to see the beautiful person God made, he made no mistakes.

STARTING to buy new smaller clothes.

STARTING to love how I look in a certain outfits.

STARTING to be the happy person my family loves.

STARTING to be a good friend.

STARTING to feel good inside, so it shows on the outside.

STARTING to not worry so much what others think about my outside appearance.

STARTING to be happy to see people I haven't seen so I can catch up on old times, and they can tell me how great I look!

STARTING to have new energy for life!

STARTING to eat for life, and living for life! My life!

DONE+START= Fantastic new NEW healthy magnificent hot me!!!!

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My Momma says : ** Often SMILE.............LAUGH a lot................. and EAT a little cake**

What a wise wise woman! Love you Momma!!!
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My Goals:
Trying to lose 2 lbs a week, by watching calories and staying active.

I would like to fit back into my clothes and also be able to wear a size 8. I would love to be able to wear shorts next summer and maybe even a fun golf skirt!

My Program:
Pre-planning my meals so there is less temptation. Being smart about what I put into my body and trying to take life for what it is and enjoy it....

Following a weight watchers type of plan. I am not paying for it but I did last year before I became pregnant.
I started really watching my simple carbohydrates intake and stuck with more complex ones - kept to eating lots of lean protein and tons of freggies!!



Personal Information:
I am just from a small town, totally land locked right in the center of the US, but I wouldn't change a thing about it :) I have realized that things in life do not work out as planned and you have to live one day at a time.

I am so thankful for everything that I have been blessed with and look forward to watching my son grow. I want to be able to be active with him and my husband.

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I love all types of music and I love to dance. I have taken an interest in reading and have a hard time falling asleep if I haven't read. I am a complete teen at heart and love all of the teens books. Loved the Hunger Games, Love the Wake Trilogy, the Shadow Falls Series, and right now I am on the Fifty Shades Series. Enjoy going places and doing things, but know I would like it better if I felt better so that is why I am here.



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SOUL2SHINE79
7/17/2014 1:19:05 PM

Hi Maeghann! I hope your summer is going well! Talk to you soon! emoticon emoticon emoticon



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ASHWILLDOTHIS
7/17/2014 6:14:47 AM

I'm feeling much better now and I can actually sleep longer than 2 hours at a time lol I just entered my second trimester so it's getting closer and closer everyday!!
How have things been going for you?



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MADMANSMAMA87
7/4/2014 12:32:49 AM

I'm PROUD to be an AMERICAN
where at least I know I'm FREE
& I won't forget the men who died,
who GAVE that RIGHT to ME.
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Here's to a fit, fun & fabulous 4th of July to all of us here in the land of the FREE because of the BRAVE!!!! Be safe & NEVER forget all those courageous men & women who have previously or are currently serving our country in order to secure our independence & keep us free! May God bless & keep them safe!!!!

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Jes

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MADMANSMAMA87
7/2/2014 12:46:46 PM

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What You THINK - - You BECOME!
What You FEEL - - You ATTRACT!
What You IMAGINE - - You CREATE!
- - BUDDHA - -


Dare to CREATE a world where EVERY ounce of your Being is at PEACE!!! Don't settle for ANYTHING less than EVERYTHING you're dreaming of!! Keep on fighting for YOU because YOU are worthy of better todays, better tomorrow & a better for always!!! Believe in yourself & the power that is within you - - YOU are FIERCE - - YOU are FABULOUS - - & YOU are FITTER today than you WERE yesterday!! Keep Pushing - - You ARE worth it!!!

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Jes

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TRIXYMAHOGANY
6/26/2014 2:41:20 PM

Don't forget to take a little you time this week! Because you're awesome and you deserve it! :D



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