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Hi I am the mother of three beautiful children. Lately I have been feeling depressed about the way I look. It has taken me a while to figure out that yes I am very overweight and I realized it when I saw a picture of myself. I started crying inside and am sad that I let myself go this much. I gained most of the weight after each pregnancy and somehow it just has gotten worse and worse. I can no longer dupe my self that I am ok, that I look ok, because really I don't. I see people looking ...
Hi I am the mother of three beautiful children. Lately I have been feeling depressed about the way I look. It has taken me a while to figure out that yes I am very overweight and I realized it when I saw a picture of myself. I started crying inside and am sad that I let myself go this much. I gained most of the weight after each pregnancy and somehow it just has gotten worse and worse. I can no longer dupe my self that I am ok, that I look ok, because really I don't. I see people looking at me that knew me when I was thin, and I can see it in their eyes that they can't believe how much weight I have put on. I think it hit home when a relative that I hadn't seen in quite some time said that I became a little porker. It really upset me, but deep down I know it is true. Also I can see it in the eyes of my husband that he is disappointed that I no longer have the body I had when we first met. A lot of the reason for my weight gain is I just graduated from college with an AS in business administration. I am reluctant to find an employer because most of all I know the hiring is done on the looks basis and who wants to hire someone obese like me. chance are I would be passed up for the job no matter what my creditionals. So basically that is what is going on with me.




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