REDMAIJ   7,834
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7/26/2012 - 90 pounds lost. 35 pounds regained from my lowest weight.





10/20/2011 - 125 Pounds Lost So Far!





This was me at what was probably my biggest and most miserable ever. Probably even above 355.



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Joshua S. Spell

I went far and came very close to my goal. Then I lost momentum and spiraled out of control. Many have called me inspirational. I'm also a warning. That's cliched and cheesy, but it's true. Weight loss is hard work, even if you don't feel like it in the moment. The instant that you lose focus, it starts all over again.

But I will not give up. I still breathe, so I'll still fight.
I went far and came very close to my goal. Then I lost momentum and spiraled out of control. Many have called me inspirational. I'm also a warning. That's cliched and cheesy, but it's true. Weight loss is hard work, even if you don't feel like it in the moment. The instant that you lose focus, it starts all over again.

But I will not give up. I still breathe, so I'll still fight.




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Member Since: 1/5/2010

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My Goals:
Get over my fears an insecurities, and prove to myself that I CAN be healthy, attractive, and social.

Make friends in the real world, not just always online.

Become a regular jogger.

Be able to go to a restaurant by myself - because I want to, not because I have to - and not feel like everyone is staring at me.

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WILLIS9301
1/11/2014 7:26:46 PM

Just stopping by to see how you are doing. Hope you are doing well!



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WILLIS9301
1/9/2014 9:40:43 PM

ok I think I have it off private now! Let me know.



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WILLIS9301
1/9/2014 9:23:34 PM

thanks for pointing out I had my page set on private--oops! Feel free to add me as a friend emoticon



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LISAN0415
1/31/2013 2:45:40 AM

Just saying Hello! I hope you are having a great 2013 so far!

-Lisa



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GATORADE71
1/30/2013 11:25:54 AM

I'm just dropping off a emoticon



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