I'm 47 and some where along the way I lost who I am. Sounds crazy, I know, but it's how I feel. I want to get myself back to who I was mentally and physically.... confident, strong, and loving me. (It's crazy, but I use to run 40 - 60 miles a week, worked only 5 days a week and loved me. Now I work 65+ hours a week; trying to live without one of my precious parents (my HEALTHY father just died of skin cancer); I divorced my alcoholic husband after 21 years of marriage: and the list goes on. ...

I'm 47 and some where along the way I lost who I am. Sounds crazy, I know, but it's how I feel. I want to get myself back to who I was mentally and physically.... confident, strong, and loving me. (It's crazy, but I use to run 40 - 60 miles a week, worked only 5 days a week and loved me. Now I work 65+ hours a week; trying to live without one of my precious parents (my HEALTHY father just died of skin cancer); I divorced my alcoholic husband after 21 years of marriage: and the list goes on. I should say that my "new" husband is a total gem, and encourages me in everything I do - but I still can't seem to find myself.

October 7, 2012: I am starting to finally find myself! After exercising and eating healthy for an entire month, my body is starting to feel so much better. But most of all, my mind is getting focused. For the first time in about 4 years I am starting to do things for me, and I am starting to like me. I can't believe it, but I am starting to look in the mirror without being disappointed... And it feels good!

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