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Once upon a time and time again.

Once upon a time I was healthy, happy and felt really good about myself.
Right now, I am the complete opposite of that......no, wait, I feel a little bit better now that I'm finally working and have lost some weight.....
I am a single 40 something woman. No children, unless you count my 2 cats &3 dogs.

I like to walk, counting my blessings. There must be a way to use these things to build myself back up.
Once upon a time I was healthy, happy and felt really good about myself.
Right now, I am the complete opposite of that......no, wait, I feel a little bit better now that I'm finally working and have lost some weight.....
I am a single 40 something woman. No children, unless you count my 2 cats &3 dogs.

I like to walk, counting my blessings. There must be a way to use these things to build myself back up.




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Member Since: 2/17/2012

My Goals:
New goal.
Start with just one, because that's enough for me for now.
1) Attitude adjustment. Stop saying it doesn't matter, because it does! Even if it doesn't matter to anyone else, it matters to me...it HAS to matter to me...if that simple change doesn't happen, I will always be miserable, & it will be my own fault, not someone elses fault for not caring.



My Program:
Look at each moment and adjust accordingly IN that moment when my thoughts lean towards the "darkside". Because when just one negative thought (regardless of what it is) is allowed it just grows and becomes this out of control thing...and it ruins me.... I ruin myself.


Personal Information:
For a long time I've felt like "it" didn't matter and that I didn't matter to anyone. I have to change that thought because it's a ridiculous thought that is slowly killing me. ..that is NOT an overstatement...yesterday, I thought "suicide by heartattack" as I choose a double bacon cheese burger @ Wendy's for supper.
Today, "it" matters.

Other Information:
I use to love going to concerts. Haven't been to one in a very long time...like YEARS! Time to do what I love doing again.
.....I have learned that ppl think it odd when you do nice things for them out of the blue...and the more you do it, the weirder they think u are!
Life is odd & I often disagree with it but, I do choose to live it.

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12GRATEFUL
11/11/2014 4:41:52 PM

Thank you for the spark goodie! Did my 20 minute run today and next run is on Thursday.

No doubt that you'll find your adventure - seeking one is half way there !

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MOMMY_RX
11/7/2014 1:36:16 PM

Thank you for commenting on my blog. Reversing the negative thinking is very hard for me. I appreciate your support.



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AZ_CAT_PERSON
9/28/2014 8:01:44 PM

unfortunately I did not ever make the appointment with a new therapist. I did manage to post a new blog explaining the situation. Thanks for checking in on me. emoticon emoticon emoticon



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LIFENPROGRESS
8/7/2014 1:15:07 PM

emoticon “Get Off The Scale!
You are beautiful. Your beauty, just like your capacity for life, happiness, and success, is immeasurable."
~ Steve Maraboli ~



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AZ_CAT_PERSON
5/2/2014 9:09:52 AM

Thank you so much for the comments on my page. I would love for you to cheer me on. I can cheer you on also. Hope you don't mind but I added you as a friend. I hope that you know that you always have friends here to talk to when you are feeling alone. Like you told me: You are not aloone, even tho it may feel like it sometimes.

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