Sorry to hear of your having to let the internet go. Can you get to a local library sometimes and check in with us? We're on your side! You CAN live a life of moderate eating and movement. That's all it takes.
I've been out of loop. so I apologize that I didn't welcome you to the Living Binge Free team earlier. We are a bit different in that losing weight takes second place to to getting our binge eating under control. My goal is to live WITH food, not fearing it, and not not consistently overeating. I am committed to supporting that for all bingers. Here's to a day of sane eating!