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Trying to be Half the Person I Am Now!

I have halfheartedly tried for years to lose weight. Now I am seeing that it is plain out keeping me from being loved. I can't even love myself yet.
I have halfheartedly tried for years to lose weight. Now I am seeing that it is plain out keeping me from being loved. I can't even love myself yet.




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SURVIVOR61
11/8/2012 4:33:31 PM

Hi, how are you? Thought I eould just check in. I see you haven't changed your thinking.... emoticon Remember I love you, just as you are. I haven't been as worried about losing the weight as much as I have been concentrating on getting on track with my walking and drinking my water. And I want you to start working on thinking positive. 1st thing is that you are worth loving. 2nd You can look at yourself and say I love me just as I am. I am a beautiful woman, because Jesus doesn't make mistakes. emoticon And I want you to write this down and put it where you can see it and read it out loud to you everyday. And when you get the urge to over eat or to buy something you know you don't need promise me you will ask yourself first is this what I WANT MORE OR DO i WANT TO LOOSE WEIGHT MORE. It is up to me...I learned to do this when I was 300 pounds and now I'm doing it again. I never should have stopped. Trust me I know how hard it is. I've got people all the time trying to sabotage my diet all the time, but today I resisted. I almost gave in, I took 1 bite and said no, not this time. My husband and his sister every week, cupcakes or pie, even icecream. Today I took a stand..today I loved me, I was worth it. So are you... emoticon



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10/21/2012 3:38:27 PM

Hi, I just want you to know that you are very much loved not just by me ,but also by your father God. When you are at your lowest just reach out and I promise you He will be there, He will wrap His arms around you and hold you. When I was at my lowest point in life and was told that I was going to die at an given moment and that I need to get my affairs in order. The Christ was indeed their for me and I knew everything was going to be fine. that whether this body survived or not that I was going to live and indeed I have lived and I will continue to live in His Kingdom with Him. And the greatest news of all is that God also helped me loose 140 pounds of the weight that the steroids I was put on for the brain tumor, the pelvic tumor and I also had acute anemia, gall stones. Lucky me huh... I woke up completely paralyed on my right side. but even with all that going on I still lost weight with the grace of God. I do have to say I am embarassed to say that I have allowed myself to regain 45 pounds back. But I know that I am only human and I can forgive me, because the Son of God forgave me first. He loved me enough to die for me. He is my best friend. I want to be your friend, because I love you and I want and I know you will be successful. emoticon



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