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around 179 1/9/10





South Dakota 2009 around 40 pounds lost





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Inside me there is a skinny woman trying to get out...and she is so Done!

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Hi, My name is Melissa. I'm mom to three little girls and wife to my husband of over 11 years.

How did I get here? Not really sure, I was very active as a pre-teen was in dance and gymnastics and on the swim team. Was a very fit little girl. When I turned 13, I hurt my knee trying to do a back walkover and pretty much didn't get off the couch after that. I started ballooning and didn't stop for a long, long time. My ...
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Hi, My name is Melissa. I'm mom to three little girls and wife to my husband of over 11 years.

How did I get here? Not really sure, I was very active as a pre-teen was in dance and gymnastics and on the swim team. Was a very fit little girl. When I turned 13, I hurt my knee trying to do a back walkover and pretty much didn't get off the couch after that. I started ballooning and didn't stop for a long, long time. My highest weight was right about 250. My knee did stop hurting, but I never really started moving again. Being overweight in high school was hard. I didn't go to prom, something I will forever regret. I missed out on so much because I had no self esteem. I really regret throwing away my youth being miserable. The solution was so simple.

What was my breaking point? Well it wasn't just an all of a sudden thing, but a gradual peak. I remember driving home from a huge steakhouse dinner on Mother's Day, 5/10/09 and thinking, this is ridiculous. I can't keep doing this. My husband and I started talking about Christmas, and I said I didn't want to watch another Christmas home video and cringe watching my big butt float around. That night when we got home, I walked 2 miles. From that point on, I decided to get serious. I found sparkpeople by accident really, somebody mentioned it on The Biggest Loser message boards and I decided to check it out. My life has been changed ever since. I started logging my food immediately and was astounded. Simply awe-struck at what I was doing. Spark gave me a range, and I had no clue how badly I had been going over that range. The answer was right there. I started walking 2 miles a night and increased to about 3 gradually. We bought an elliptical and I added in elliptical cardio as well.

Around mid-July 2009 I started the C25K program and it has really changed my whole life. It's not easy for me, I won't lie, but I feel such a sense of accomplishment completing each of the weeks. I never thought I could run, and here I am, running 3 times a week! I've always had a very high respect for joggers/runners. It's something you really have to work at, they have an elite status in my humble opinion. I want to join their club ;)

I also suffer from PCOS which makes it more difficult to lose weight. I feel a determination that I've never felt before. It's actually working!

I'm done being the chubby friend, that makes everybody laugh. I'm done being the biggest woman in the room. I want to be hot friend for once in my life. I want to turn some heads. I want to feel good and look good. This is for me. I've spent many years making everybody else happy. Now is my time. I will make time for myself, I deserve it. My health deserves priority. I will not feel guilty by taking the time to commit to this. Welcome to the new Melissa. Strap on your seatbelts, it's going to be a wild ride!

STARTED AT 244 ON 5/10/09
5/31 (GOAL 238) 231
6/7 (GOAL 229) 227 (-4.0)
6/14 (GOAL 225) 225.2 (-1.8)
6/21 (GOAL 223) 222.4 (-2.8)
6/28 (GOAL 220) 220.4 (-2.0)
7/5 (GOAL 218) 219 (-1.4)
7/12 (GOAL 217) 214.2 (-4.8) Woot!
7/19 (GOAL 212) 214.4 :/(+0.2) Figures :)
7/26 (GOAL 212) 209.8 (-4.6) Thank you C25K!
8/2 (GOAL 208) 208.6 (-1.2) **
8/9 (GOAL 206) 206.6 (-2)
8/14 (GOAL 204) 205.2 (-1.4)
8/21 (GOAL 203) 204.2 (-1) ????
8/28 (GOAL 202) 202 (-2.2)
9/4 (GOAL 200) 203 (+1) argggh wth?
9/11 (GOAL 201) 200.4 (-2.6) FINALLY
9/18 (GOAL 198) 198.2 (-2.2) woohoo
9/25 (GOAL 196) 195.8 (-2.4) Yes!
10/2 (GOAL 194) 194 (-1.8) ** 50 POUNDS LOST!
10/4 RAN MY FIRST 5K! MAJOR GOAL! 38 MINUTES :)
10/9 (GOAL 192) 192 (-2)
10/17 (GOAL 190) 190.6 (-1.4)
10/24 (GOAL 188) 189.6 (-1) **
10/31 (GOAL 187) 187 (-2.6) woohoo!
11/7 (GOAL 185) 183.8 (-3.2) ohhh heck yeah! (60 POUNDS LOST)
11/14 (GOAL 182) 182.6 (-1.2) **
11/21 (GOAL 180) 181.6 (-1)
11/28 (GOAL 180) 182.0 (+.4) aRGHH
12/5 (GOAL 180) 177.2 (-4.8) Wooohoo!
***Got a little sidetracked with the holidays, don't even ask :) ***
1/16/10 (GOAL 180) 180.6
1/23/10 (GOAL 178)
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Current Status:
THE_NEW_MELISSA is so stuck!!! I can't stop eating crap!
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Member Since: 5/11/2009

SparkPoints: 5460

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My Goals:
My goal is look good in skinny jeans!!!! That is my total motivation right now. When I'm doing cardio, I just keep thinking...skinny jeans, skinny jeans, skinny jeans...

Also, I'd like to wear a pair of shorts and a tank top and not feel gross and disgusting and like everyone is staring at me. Now when I get down to my goal weight, if they want to stare then, that's fine :) I haven't worn a pair of shorts in public since, oh, 1994? It's time.

My Program:
For Cardio: I graduated from the C25K program in September, so have continued on running on M-W-F between 3-4 miles, then three other days of the week I try to get in 45 minutes on my elliptical. My goal is to get in cardio 6 times a week. I've also recently started doing Jillian Michael's 30-Day Shred every once in awhile if I can't get out of the house to exercise. Some weight training, and eating a more balanced diet, eliminating all soda and 99.9% of other junk foods. My calorie range says I should be eating 1200-1500, but I generally eat about 1200 and I don't feel deprived or hungry at all.

Personal Information:
I am from southwest Iowa. Wife, mother, daughter. I work full time outside the home.

Other Information:
unless you faint, puke or die - keep walking!!
-Jillian Michaels

I may be butchering this, but I read somewhere here that someone wrote, "I can't lose 100 pounds, but I can lose 5 pounds 20 times."

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Member Comments:
ITSHOWYOULIVE
2/8/2010 11:07:05 PM

Well, my dear, I hope you haven't been eating crap for 5 days straight!!!!! Having a cold and feeling under the weather can make us want to eat "comfort" food like crazy!! Sounds to me like it is time to get a little of the journey down on cyber paper. Blog it out!! Vent, rant, process-what ever you need to do and we are here to listen!! :P Hope to "see" you soon. Hope your weather is getting a little warmer!!


SUSIEMILO
2/6/2010 8:51:18 PM

Melissa,
we are counting on you -- our super motivator -- to get back on track and make it the rest of the way to your goal.
Put the crap down, and back away -- and nobody gets hurt.
What's driving this need for eating it anyway?
Is it hunger?

Have you slipped out of the habit of tracking your nutrition? Being so new to this, I know that keeps me honest, because I don't want to have junk cluttering up my nutrition log.

Sometimes, we just need to go back to the basics and refresh our habits and goals.
You started this process a while back, and you made great choices (you had to, to get to the point where you are)
So go back -- do what you did back then.
It will still work for you.

I have faith in you Melissa.
You can get your groove back, and kick butt on those last lingering pounds!
Just start small and build from there.
Hugs, and encouragement ---
Susie


JENSFABOO
2/4/2010 11:13:22 AM

Hi Super-Motivational Spark Friend!!!!

I have been bad, but now I am being good and am back. I had to check out what you've been up to and am so impressed with you!!! 63 pounds!!! It probably seems like it is taking forever, but it seems like it was not THAT long ago when you posted your "Lost 20 Pounds" banner!!! You're awesome!!! You are definitely my motivation to stay on track!


SWAZY33
2/3/2010 7:39:14 PM

Hi Melissa,
I love the new color/background on your page!
So pretty!!!! Yes, I hear you on this being a bad
week! I feel like I've been stuck at 59 pounds lost forever!
You are doing so great!! We all have those bad eating
weeks! But, like you said, don't let it get you down...
and I know you will be back on trackin no time!!
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(¨`•.•´¨) Also, Thank you for the comment on my Spark page!
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(¨`•.•´¨) Have a Wonderful SPARKling rest of the Week!
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(¨`•.•´¨) ¸.•´ Hugs!, Karen
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You are an great SPARK friend.
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I can't SPARk at work anymore and REALLY miss everyone
and it's so hard to remember to track 'cause I really don't
want to get on the computer at home after being on all day, but
I am doing my best!


NOTABOUTHEFACE
2/3/2010 11:56:16 AM

No more crap food mama! You remember that blog that garnered you so much attention? Don't forget that fling you're looking forward to. The garbage only gives temporary satisfaction but you know this. ;-)

My week's okay. Getting ready to do a few minutes on the Wii and some push ups I owe myself on the stairs for my push up challenge. The Mr has potential for staying late but I'm praying that's not the case, I hate working out alone. Blech. I have been making sure he tracks his food this week, he was really lax in that dept and I hope the scale shows him some love so he can see the benefit of it!
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(By the way, thanks for the goodie! heh heh)

Comment edited on: 2/3/2010 11:57:07 AM
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