Vince & I Thanksgiving 2012
Big Bro & I in 1982?? LOOK AT THAT WAIST!!! WOW!
Brother Vince, my New Guardian Angel...
Man have I missed YOU GUYS! MY fault..I know, I know...
I've been working back at Mack Truck. Though not driving, just in HOT warehouse pulling parts, I lost 40 lbs. between Feb and August, from nothing but doing my job and sweating my butt off, but I'll take that!
2014 has been yet another trainwreck of a year. Nick (16) and Daniel (14) are actually doing great. Doug got injured at work in Sept., had surgery on shoulder (again) and then Oct. 30th I broke a bone chunk off the bottom of my foot, so BOTH out on WC. which sucks.
My older brother Vince (my older twin) passed away Nov. 23 right before Thanksgiving, so here we go again in the whirlwind of depression and dealing. He had a heart attack, age of 55, no symptons, healthy guy. Had just retired in Jan. of 14 after 20 years at Harley Davidson. We are still in shock and just devesated.
Lost Dad 2 years ago and we had just gotten to where we could talk an laugh about him without losing it. I have been spending a lot of time with Mom, we ALL took it hard, but are just breathing in and out at this point. So needless to say this past 2 holidays have been HORRIBLE....Though our sons DID have Christmas this year, they got COAL last year, (2nd time, lol).....So I am REALLY gonna try to stay "around", I need some time to heal and just figure it out.......He was the happiest person Ive ever known....and just BOOM...Gone........So I have more than one fresh start to make.
I have missed all my Sparks Peeps and I look forward to catching up to the ones that are still here!!! Peace Out for today!
Again, GET BP DOWN.
DONT SWEAT THE SMALL STUFF!
Stay strong for my family in dealing with loss of brother.
Have more patience for boss I despise.
Find ways to make ME happy.
Keep the weight Ive lost OFF!
Don't drink hardly any anymore, BIG ACCOMPLISHMENT!
Need to quit smoking, and I almost was there, then lost Vince, now just back to pack a day. Gotta let it go and find others ways to cope...
Still married to best friend, kids are 14 and 16 now, both boys, need I say more?
Have added MORE furbabies to my family.
No more counseling, going for the HIGHER POWER....Him and I together can do ANYTHING!
Life isn't about the breaths you take,
it's about the moments that take your breath away!!
And my husband does that to me daily! I am very blessed, now if only we had money, damn, cant have it all can we?? ")
| Pounds lost: 52.0