Just read your blog... I'm in rut too about how I feel and look. But today I have a friend that will come over and we're going to zumba class. Do I want to go no. Am I excited and pumped..no. What does this mean? I'm faking it. I've been told fake it til you make it. So I'll pretend like I'm excited about working out and just get my sweat on! Maybe I'll start to feel better about myself and look nicer not as big. Because lately nothing freaking fits and I feel gross!! I have to do something so I'll keep faking it with my friend until things get better. Hope you're having a good day.