me and one of my besties
I'm Shelbye, my friends call me Bee. I have been struggling with all of this sort of thing alone for a long time, from eating disorders, to crash diets, to insane workouts, to sickness to finally being diagnosed celiac. I always allowed myself to get away with my size cause i'm a big girl with a big personality! I love to make friends and have fun and go to shows and ect. I turn 21 soon and i realized i am letting the best part of my life pass me by while my family and friends who are terrified of change encourage me to self sabotage, so i have started this journey by quitting soda (and gluten/wheat for my celiacs disease) and eating healthier, as well as gym time, but its hard to be a college student with all this on you, alone, as some of you probably know, so i came here for some support, motivation and to join in my journey with others who want the same things.
i would like to be healthy, happier and more comfortable in myself. I'd like to be able to run a five k, I'd like to be able to wear a swimsuit without embarrassment, and go shopping in boutiques without being stared at awkwardly..
I am trying to eat healthier low carb gluten free and get an exercise program together that will help me lose weight and fat and tone.
I'm Shelbye and I'm from montana, but more comfortable in mahattan, boston, seattle, or london....i am an english major...with a writer/actress on the inse.
I love making friends, i love reading (Gatsby, Bridget Jones, The Kite Runner, 1984, Fight Club, Harry Potter, Shakespeare, you name it really...) writing, film (Gilbert Grape, Fight Club, Some Like it Hot, Casablanca, a bit of everything really) Shopping is also a hobby but as a poor college student, not really much anymore....
| current weight: 240.0