Tuesday, July 02, 2013
Right here in my home. I had 10 days of a drinking binge. A bottle a day. It sure wasn't fun. I fell, I lost my wedding band (hubby found it, phew), had a big fight with my 18 year old, and blacked out virtually every night. I am covered in bruises..I even think I had a concussion. The positive part? How could there be a positive part? But, really. I believe that living my life in a healthy way for the last year has helped me recover myself this quickly. It is amazing to me how quickly the body changes...I began to notice my muscles degenerating practically before my eyes. I think after all the hard work, meal planning and education I have invested is living a good healthy life I just can't bare to let it go to mush. Last tie I drank I was drunk for 5 years..so this is kinda wonderful..rescuing myself because I do believe I have worth!