ANNIEONLI   49,471
SparkPoints
40,000-49,999 SparkPoints
 
 
ANNIEONLI's Recent Blog Entries

It is a happy new year!

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I've been meaning to get on here for a while...Sparking has been prioritized in my life, which means that sometimes I don't get on here for days at a time...it's all part of the new year.

This is the first year I can honestly say that I have made no New Year's Resolution! There was no talk of it between DH and myself, nothing entered my head when Ryan Seacrest was babbling on TV...nothing. It's pretty funny because in 1999/2000, I was videotaped saying that I was finally going to lose weight using Suzanne Somers' book she had out back then! Never happened...too funny!

My mental focus has been my exercise, and so far, so good! I'm tracking that like the devil. Food, not so much right now, because after 8 months, it's like old hat...natural. Now I'm trying to make exercise natural. LoL - you might be asking, "Well, why weren't you doing that all along?" The answer? I hate exercise! Well, at least I used to, and to break that mental crutch is hard and it takes time. Like my page title says, it's all about the journey! Baby steps, people, baby steps.

So here's what's been going with exercise - which is usually during my lunch hour 2 days a week, so there is no fooling around here.
1) eat my snack at 11:00 so I can get right to the TM without eating lunch yet
2) Run home, change right away into the gear & hit the TM for 20 to 40 minutes (depends on the workday)
3) Cool down, change, eat
4) Run back to work

Making this a priority has helped me focus so much. In doing that, my workouts are more intense - I am running more and pushing myself harder.

Now - confession time! YAY!
I, Anne, gained 4.5 pounds over the December season because I ate some sweets, lots of chippies and drank lots of Amaretto sours. Ahh, that's better.

The best part of the whole experience was that it was the first time doing that after I had hit goal. I had a 4 pound cushion to work with...the cushion went away and then I wound up over my goal weight by half pound. Eeek! What? I failed?!? NOT! I learned. I learned a hell of a lot about myself, my bad seasonal habits, my stresses (lots of emotional eating going on), and HOW to deal with them. Hidesight is 20/20...next year will be better...I'll only gain 2 pounds. emoticon

Everyone on SP is back with a vengeance...I hear ya on that one, so am I. There's something about taking away the holiday crap and refocusing that renews the spirit.

It's going to be a very good year. I can feel it.

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

OAKBORN 1/24/2009 10:52AM

    I didn't get my updatey note on your blog either. I'll just go reset it... that seems to work.

So emoticon to hear from you! You have done a fabbo job of getting back on the wagon since the first of the year!

I have found my sparking to be still a daily thing, at least for tracking my food and such.

It sounds like you are finding some balance on how to fit in your exercise, go you!

Maintenanceville is certainly an interesting place to live.

Report Inappropriate Comment
IAMLION 1/12/2009 8:00AM

    emoticon on getting back on the exercise train. I start today. After work I am meeting my husband and daughter along with a new work out buddy I'll be meeting for the first time today. This will be a huge challenge as I am used to working out by myself. It's much quicker when you go it alone.

You are totally not alone in your love (cough, cough! emoticon) of exercise! I really hate it to pieces. Well, I hate doing the exercising but I do love how it makes my body feel better and it helps me sleep better too. To me, exercising is sooooo painful (mentally, not physically). I don't like doing things that are hard. Oh well, the things we will go through to get the things we want, like improved health & appearance.

Great job on only gaining four pounds. My weight gain, although it's not really official yet, is about five - seven pounds. I was still eating and drinking up the last of the holiday last week emoticon

Take care my friend and I'll touch base with you again later!!



emoticon Connie

Report Inappropriate Comment


I love my treadmill

Saturday, December 27, 2008

yup...I said it...I LOVE MY TREADMILL!!!

I missed her oh, so much and didn't even know it that I missed her that bad!

Yesterday I did the ball...real light stuff, and then I promised myself to get back to the TM the next...and when the littlest went to nap, I told the DH & the other 2 that I was going in the basement - not to be disturbed. Period.

Wow - talk about meeting with an old friend after a long time! On went the headphones, put on my favorite songs and off I went...for ten minutes...then 20...then 30...then by 40 minutes of fun...I cooled off at last. What a great workout. A much needed workout. Mindclearing. Stress releasing. Perfect. Just what the doctor ordered.

So there you go...back in the saddle and not too horrific. Proud of myself and my body for still being able after it's "vacation."

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

OAKBORN 1/6/2009 8:41PM

    Oh Annie!

How well I understand your entry! (Sorry I'm running a little on answering your post on my page!) I LOVE my treadmill too... and it sounds so funny to say it, doesn't it?

Isn't it wonderful to just let the world slip away as you get some time in your own music and mental space?

Keep it up girl! You can do it!

I also understand about rebuilding... esp since I was sick/slacked off during the holidaze!

Happy New Year!! emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment


Black Friday...

Friday, December 26, 2008

For some reason, after all is said and done...presents given and received, food made and eaten, hugs and kisses passing every germ known to man...the day after the holiday hubbub is always the same. The title of this blog says the mood. Enough said.

The 2 days prior to this were all good...the Eve is always the better of the days...the excitement of the children, the company is way better than usual, kids are behaving and we parents are more relaxed than ever before (a conscious effort this year). The company yesterday was great, and the food was waaay too much, and gifts given and received were appropriate for once! Yay!

Christmas day was not without it's family drama...in-law stupidity and well, stupidity...kept a chosen few away because they were "sick". if they truly were, I hope they feel better. If they were sick because of their karma over the past year...then, they deserve what they get. The disappointment is weighing on me today. In the movie "Love Actually," a theme of the movie is that on Christmas, you tell the truth. The spirit of the holiday is rebirth and renewal and forgiveness. One side did all of the good things and extended the proverbial olive branch on both days and both times, the other party involved was "sick"...and now I just learned that they were glad and happy to be "sick" this year. So drag in the rest of the family to keep the facade going, at all costs, on them being "sick". Honestly - their behavior is abhorrent and the result has made me....sick. Lucky me! Tomorrow is Sat and we are having dinner at my in-laws and I bet my SIL and her family will all be well and over and eating pasta....fully recovered.

There - I actually feel better just writing this out. Me being me - I make nice tomorrow, as usual.

But I digress....the house is halfway decent - forget about the family room....inundated with toys just like it was when I was a kid! It can stay like that a few more days. My kids, in their uber polite way (almost disturbing in my opinion) were their normal restrained selves when they saw all the Santa presents (side note...I did NOT do this to them...it's just how they are! We have 2 years of this behavior on tape as proof.) They piled them, slowly opened them, and slowly took each thing out of their packaging...it took all day, and some today. Weird. Very unkid-like. Very Unchristmassy....another thing to shrug off as "that's just how they are." I will interject that my eldest got to his wii game and immediately put it in and started playing happily,..my middle guy got a bike and rode it up the hall all day with his Leapster in tow...my little guy got a bunch of play food (he likes to throw it - how 2 y.o.) and a shopping cart that he ran around the house with....alll were happy and pleased...which makes me very happy.

Blogging always makes me feel better...I'm thinking about changing the title....Nah...

Food wise - I DRANK A LOT!! lots of useless calories consumed there...LOTS and LOTS. I never do that, so I'm forgiving myself. Food was OK, but desserts/snacking - BAD NEWS! I know I gained weight...haven't hit the scale yet - the clothes say it all! LOL But the great news is that the water is going and tracking is in swing once again. The alcohol was put away until new years and the cookies are being THROWN OUT.....it's my favorite part of the year that I call "THE GREAT COOKIE TOSS" - it feels good, cathartic almost, euphoristic, orgasmic, powerful....try it...you'll like it, I promise. Toss the evil into the can and breathe again!!!

Exercise wise...my older stability ball is blown up and will be used today...TM is for tomorrow. I got a new iPod from DH - shocker there! We got gifts for each other this year - first time, long time, last time for a while again. I have to load all of my tunes for the TM tomorrow,

Head wise..feeling better now that I vented. Can't do this on facebook, that is for damn sure. Can't talk to DH about it - doesn't want to hear it again. Can't talk to sister - rehashes the above story b/c we share family. Oh, well...back to my friends here! That's why I'm a lifer. Ready to get back in the saddle and lose the weight gained and get fit again...3 months off is enough.

WISHING EVERYONE A WONDERFUL BLACK FRIDAY!!!!! emoticon

Yeah, I'm losing it... emoticon

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

MVMEME 12/26/2008 3:32PM

    that's holidays for you...we grew up in the states without any relatives and always thought it would be wonderful to have a large family all gathered together for the holidays and i have heard your story more than once and wondered if maybe we didnt have the better deal out of it....who's to day!

hope you enjoy the New Year!

Report Inappropriate Comment
OAKBORN 12/26/2008 11:25AM

    Hey Anne-dear!

You can tell it all here! We are your virtual shoulders! Sorry you are feeling the after-holiday letdown! I used to feel that a lot too, but it's gotten better. I'm not sure what has worked to change it... but it has something to do with changing my expectations or something like that. For what it's worth...?! emoticon

This year, there is so much more I wanted to do, but didn't get it done due to time constraints and getting sick last weekend. Sigh. It just finally had to be what it is. I think I'm going to send the cards late, why not?!

Here's a virtual emoticon from Missouri to you!

Like I have always told my friends, I have padded, waterproof shoulder pads on at all times!

And I forgot to mention: Now that you have an iPod, you can use Nextfitness (formerly Podfitness). Here's how to get it cheap: walmart.com! Just look under fitness accessories! It's $30 for a 6 month prepaid card. You upload your music and pick the type of workout you want and it mixes it with a trainer's voice to cue you with treadmill changes and stuff. It's really easy and since you are computer savvy, you can do it!

Comment edited on: 12/26/2008 11:29:58 AM

Report Inappropriate Comment


Ho ho ho...it's baking time!

Friday, December 12, 2008

I love baking!!! Can't eat a lick of it, but I love to bake.

It is my kryptonite - every goodie that comes out of my oven needs sampling, or so I thought a month ago. I had a lick of icing a few weeks back, and my gut did a 360 and I felt like crap in less than 30 seconds...can we way processed & refined sugars? Add that to the list of things that I absolutely love, but cannot eat any more. First it was ice cream, then cheesecake, then icing...now add chocolate to the list and certain cookies and my apple pie. I have to consider them as allergies, which absolutely SUCKS, because I love all things that are sweet and processed and refined. Natural sugars...no problem there, so I can still get a sweet in here and there.

I guess this is a blessing in disguise, because now I won't have all of those extra calories, but having to accept that is hard to take, especially around the holidays, when things are so abundant and tempting. Rats. Maybe writing it down here will help me deal with this issue. Today is a baking day - the goal is to keep things out of my mouth so I can feel good before I go to bed. Baby steps.
*
*
*
Beside that...things here are holiday crazy, just like everyone else on here! Sparking is on hold because I am so busy, and I miss chatting and hitting the boards, but we can't always spend time on the computer - the gifts won't wrap themselves...which reminds me, still has to be done.

Catching up after Christmas is what I'm looking forward to. Getting back into working out, and visiting, and relaxing with the family while the kids play with all their toys and let me and DH veg out together on the couch...now that is a holiday dream I can wrap my head around. LOL Ahhhh....(sigh)...that's a Christmas wish that I think can make come true.

But right now....I've got to defrost my butter and get my oldest to school...Ahhh, the life of a mom, gotta love it!!!

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

IAMLION 12/13/2008 12:00PM

    Yeah, that sucks you can't eat Christmas goodies!! I'm happy to say, I will be eating my goodies this year! I'm sad to say I will be hitting the gym hard after the holdiays!! Will have to relose the weight I eat on!! Oh well, I can live with that.
My tree is still not up yet! But the carpet is clean emoticon
I hear ya on the not much time to spark! I hop on here (sometimes I go a few days before I get the chance to) and check the mail, my page and pop in on just a couple of people & one board then I'm off again. It's all good, we are all busy, busy, busy!
Enjoy your baking time! Mine starts next week.

emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
OAKBORN 12/12/2008 9:31AM

    Oh total bummer on the cookies and CHOCOLATE! emoticon

But GREAT way to look at the flipside! emoticon

You sound like you are getting into the holiday swing... I'm still trying to catch onto the rope!

(No tree or deco's up, no cleaning done, nary a cookie in sight... argh!)

emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment


Ahhh...Sleep, perchance to dream

Thursday, December 04, 2008

Insomnia update...it's over! At last. Boy, my subconscious must have had something big going on and it all worked itself out. After my shows last night and putting the 2 yo to bed (I tried going down with the other 2 kids, but the little guy wanted mommy), I actually fell fast asleep. Sure, I was woken up by the 2 yo and went up to the spare bed with him in a huff, a rare thing to, but sleep deprivation calls for drastic measures....but at least I slept 7 full hours.

No midnight workout necessary! LOL

BTW - I loved everyone's responses to my sleep crisis! And as for the facebook thing...totally using it as a fun goof around thing. Right now, my HS alumni are all joining facebook like crazy...like someone spread the word that it's the place to be and do. I'm not one for peer pressure, so I'm using it as fun and only befriending people who actually spoke to me in HS. I can see how some people get addicted to that stuff - hey look at us here on SP!! LOL I think I'll keep SP as my place of permanent addiction - it's way healthier for me.

So that's the update people - thanks again for the support!!
Love you guys!!!
emoticon

PS - ELK - It's what's for dinner.

  
  Member Comments About This Blog Post:

IAMLION 12/5/2008 11:32PM

    emoticon on getting your sleep on!!

What did you finally do with the elk? How did it taste??

It's tme for me to get some emoticon I have a big shopping day planned for tomorrow. Plus I have to help my Mom do her myspace page. FUN stuff.

Have a great Saturday!!

Report Inappropriate Comment
MVMEME 12/4/2008 7:55AM

    the head is an interesting organ...glad it fixed itself! hope you have a gread day!

Report Inappropriate Comment


First Page  1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 40 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 73 74 75 76 77 78 79 80 Last Page