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A Whole Year?!

Thursday, December 11, 2014

Hello everyone!

It's been over a year since I last posted here! I can't believe it! I've missed this site so much and all the wonderful people on here!

Life has changed quite a lot for me. I'm working in retail and I've just qualified as a make-up artist, which is super exciting!

I'm still not at my goal weight but I don't hate myself for it. I'm just slowly working away at it when motivation strikes.

I've started taking lots of supplements and vitamins to try and give my body a natural boost and I joined a Gymophobics gym. My aim is to go 3 times a week which I manage sometimes, but sometimes I don't - hey ho!

And that's all I can think of for now, but I'm sure I'll think of other things at a later date.

How are you all?

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MONTREALESTMOI 12/11/2014 4:25PM

    Hi there! I have a really good friend who is a make up artist....that's a neat job! Welcome back to SP!

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The Beautiful Countryside

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

Yesterday I went for a lovely autumn walk with my mum and our dogs. It was great to be out in the fresh, crisp air and I thought I'd share some photos with you. It was a beautiful day!

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ALICIA214 11/13/2013 6:19PM


Nature at her best... emoticon

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-POLEDANCEGIRL- 11/13/2013 5:37PM

    Very pretty!

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Beauty Blog!

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Hey everyone!

Just a quick post to give you the address for my beauty/fashion/lifestyle blog:

Would love if you could give it a quick look.

Let me know what you think!


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ERINLINDSAY83 11/13/2013 11:35AM

    I will definitely check it out!

Check mine if you have a free moment!


Enjoy the rest of your week!

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I'm back and ready to lose the last stone (ish)!

Sunday, November 10, 2013


It has been AGES! I haven't signed on here in months - probably like, 7 or something stupid. But for some reason, today is the day I come back. Here's an update:

Negative things:
- I battled with the early signs of an eating disorder. emoticon emoticon
- I broke up with my boyfriend. emoticon
- I got put on anti-depressants. emoticon
- I passed the Access course at college with distinctions in everything. emoticon
- I got into university to study history of art and design. emoticon
- I turned 20 years old. emoticon
- I got my nose pierced. emoticon
- I moved to another city for university. emoticon
- I dropped out of university. emoticon emoticon
- I moved back home. emoticon emoticon
- I didn't lose any weight, but didn't put any back on either. emoticon emoticon

So, there's a very speedy update of the last few months - you can ask any questions below as I know for sure none of that is very clear.

For the first time in my life, I have no idea what's going to happen next so the next year is going to be spent deciding on that. I would love to take up photography and maybe do my degree in that instead - it's way more creative which is something I crave. I start learning to drive on wednesday next week so wish me luck with that.

As far as weight is concerned, I fluctuate between 144 and 147lbs, and ideally I'd like to be somewhere between 120 and 130, so I'm going to start working towards that again. I have a lot of time on my hands at the moment so I've got no excuses.

So that's me!
How are you?

Have a picture update:

And a link to my beauty blog:

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SETTIMIA 11/10/2013 6:44AM

    Well done, for coming back


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Sorting my life out!

Monday, March 04, 2013

Hey everyone.

Thank you so much for all your support on my last blog post. It's a tough time but I'm getting through it.

I did go and see a doctor but it was the most awful and embarrassing experience. She dismissed everything I'd told her and blamed my being upset on 'hormones'. Needless to say, I was NOT happy with my treatment and I've moved to a different doctor.

I'm having counselling to try and help with my problems with eating and my obsession with being 'thin', and I'm trying to eat as much as I can, even if I have feelings of guilt alongside it. I've maintained the same weight for about a month, which although doesn't feel great, I've stop the out of control weight loss which is positive.

Everyone on this site is wonderful, so thank you, thank you, thank you!

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