Monday, October 17, 2011
It's time for my morning swim. I think it's time for me to add on another day or two of working out each week. I also think it's time for me to hide the scale for a little bit. I know I know I know that weight doesn't just fall off when you start eating better, but I just can't accept that. I've been eating better for almost two weeks! Why haven't I lost any weight? Ha!
I can't say that my pants are fitting any better yet, but I can say that my sleeping has been SOOOOO much better. Regular exercise, better food, less stress - yesterday I got up at 5:30 without the alarm! On a Sunday?!?!?! Crazy. But I got lots done and it felt good.
I've been snacking less, and I even find myself more positive. I am happier, I am friendlier... and one positive is that I didn't have to buy all new pants just because of my little gain. I caught it in time! (Thank goodness school started - I think if I'd have gone another month wearing summer skirts and shorts I would have definitely needed to buy new pants - those summer skirts sure are stretchy!)
So today's plan:
- school! And while I'm there, I'm going to drink lots of water.
That's about it.
On an unrelated note, I ran a race on Saturday and discovered something about myself. There were three of us running together; we decided to stick together during the race. I discovered that I just don't like running together during a race. During a training is only OK, but I would much rather have been by myself during the race. I don't know why - I love talking to these people, I just don't like it during a run. I guess I prefer to be alone with my thoughts. Plus, I think I would have listened to my body more and not have caused my IT Band so much pain. Lesson learned.
Off to the gym... Happy Monday!
Friday, October 14, 2011
I keep telling myself some things that just aren't true. And those little lies are why I gained back about eight pounds and why I'm so uncomfortable in my pants.
- I run, so I can eat what I want. Truth is, I haven't run regularly since, oh, the spring. But yet I somehow convince myself that I run a lot, so I can eat that extra piece of cake.
- I eat very healthy! I *do* eat healthy (sometimes), but nothing close to "very" as of late. While Brad was working crazy hours and I was stressed out, I was going out to eat SO MUCH. And not eating good stuff, I didn't even care what it was. Chinese, fried chicken, pizza, pizza, pizza, large hoagies and chips... and this was becoming the norm for me.
- I am a gym rat! I used to be - I haven't started the next section of The New Rules... workout, and I don't even have a plan to do that.
- My pants are shrinking! Ha. This is just total BS.
So what am I going to do about this? I can't stand it. I'm really bummed out that I let this happen, and I'm really disappointed in myself. But that's not going to get rid of the flab. ACTION is going to get rid of the flab!
The eating is already improving since Brad's been home. He has dinner ready for me so I don't have to stop somewhere on the way home. This is HUGE! Also, he's been packing me healthy lunches and snacks for school. Snacks at school are actually a huge problem for me. I make up excuse after excuse about why I should have a snack at school, when I'm hardly EVER hungry for a snack. Time to get back to mindful eating...
Working out (and eating) - This coming Tuesday is our last CSA pickup for the season. While I love to get the veggies, this year has been a little bit rough. I decided that I'd pick up the veggies on Tuesday instead of Friday. This didn't work out as well as I'd hoped - Tuesday night turned out to be the WORST night to pick up veggies! I missed my yoga class all summer, it took a night out of my schedule for doctor's appointments, and the veggies basically sat around all week until we could deal with them on the weekend. Next year it's back to a Friday pickup.
So my point is this. Now that the veggie thing is over, I can get back to Tuesday night yoga, and I'll use the time in between school and yoga to run. When I'm ready, I'd like to go back to the running club one day a week.
More working out - I just have to get my arse out of bed and go to the gym. I LOVE morning workouts. Swimming is a great "rest day" workout for me... it's low-impact, and I only have to go for 20 minutes if I want an easy little workout. I'd like to start adding swimming back into my schedule on my "off day."
So there you have it. Already this morning I've told myself "no, you don't need a graham cracker. You are going to Starbucks and wouldn't you like to actually *enjoy* a treat?" (Because I don't really want to *give up* anything, I am going to focus on eating mindfully and deciding if I really want something or not. And I really want a pumpkin spice latte.) I didn't snack yesterday - I was so busy that I didn't have time. Which made me realize that "huh, if you stay busy, you won't think you're hungry." Because really, I wasn't hungry. Sure, by the time I got home I was SOOOO hungry, but Brad had a meal ready for me so I didn't have to shove my face full of raisins, bread and hummus BEFORE dinner.
It's Friday!!!! Yahooooooooo!
Friday, October 07, 2011
It's going to be a great weekend. I just know it!
10:00 facial (the baby face is for how stinkin' soft it leaves my face when it's done!)
Shopping! I don't know if this is good or bad, but I wore through a pair of jeans. Hm... I guess it's good since I definitely wore them a lot, but jeans shopping is such a pain! Oh well, I have all afternoon.
Dinner with my bestie tonight! She's taking me out for my birthday - I don't know where I want to go yet, but I'll think about it today. It will be so nice to see her!
Siding project starts today! Hooray! The contractor should be here sometime this morning to begin.
Mommy and me time! (NONONONONO this picture is not because I'm prego, holy moly, but it was the best one I could find for Mommy and Me!)
We are going shopping (we LOVE to use our birthday coupons!) and out to lunch.
Pupperoo time with my Sophie! Brad is coming along to my mom's (hooray!) and he's going to baby-sit the dog while we are out shopping. I hope he's ready for some craziness.
Halloween Parade! In my hometown, it's traditionally the second Saturday in October. It's going to be a beautiful night, and Brad can come along! I'm excited to see some old friends.
Last night we had Open House at school. While I love to see the parents, it makes for a really long day. Making a doctor appointment for today was probably the best thing I ever did. (well, not really, but it's still a really good idea.)
Off to eat some breakfast and get my shopping gear ready!
Wednesday, October 05, 2011
So it's a good day.
- Kiddos were super today.
- Today a wonderful colleague brought in an AMAZING chocolate cake with peanut butter icing for my birthday. It was SOOOO good. And I stuck with one piece!
- Brad is home!!!! We had a really delicious dinner of clam/veggie stew.
- Our siding got delivered! Either tomorrow or Friday is the magic day.
- I came home from school and the downstairs was cleaned up. Honey took it upon himself to clean up the living room! I love my man.
- I got a really nice text from a colleague about my teaching - how I put my heart and soul into it. I work with the most wonderful people.
- After school I stopped at a local farmstand for some mums. I love to have mums for Open House - ours is tomorrow night.
I am SO SO SO SO SO SO happy that I get to spend time with honey. I feel so much more relaxed. And I know he loves to take care of me.
It's an early night for me - early run tomorrow morning and then a long day at school and Open House all night.
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