Monday, May 13, 2013
This week I have my last final exam and I'm teaching my last two Spinning classes at the univ. gym. Yay! Maybe...? I am quickly realizing that this means I can't use "I'm really busy with school" as an excuse (for anything) anymore. Excuse for not working out, for not working, for not cleaning up the laundry... and this is a little scary for me. Yesterday I had a serious "now what?" moment.
I'll be doing an internship this summer, which is wonderful - I'm super excited, but I still need to actively look for a job. I'm in a little panic. I often think about not ever finding a job again. I loved my old job - what if that was it? What if nobody ever hires me again? These are actual thoughts that I have, and I don't like it. Hubs always reminds me to concentrate on the things I can control, but that's easier said than done (I know, I say it to people all the time).
I think I'm going to work on getting back into some regular working out as I wait to hear back from places I sent my resume. I was feeling so good when I was strength training and running regularly. We've been in our new place for a little over a month now, so I think it's time to get back to a routine.
- finish my School Law final paper
- put together my final two Spin classes for this week
- get my stuff together to go to school
- drink water!!!